just realised..
today is the last day of being a 2/8 ian.
all the happy memories will be remember.
and once a 2/8ian always a 2/8ian.
thanks for ms yuana and mrs tee for being our ft in 2007 for 2/8.
and miss lim gh and ms yuana for being our ft in 2006 for 1/8.
will miss you all loads. :D
memories. shall be kept forever.
in the heart and the mind.
love you all :D

as the time draws towards the end of 2007.
will always remember the happy times,the sad times, the rough times we've been through together.
thank you to all the people in my life.
mainly my besties, my loves, friends, family,lollapaloosa, spurgeon, frictional sneakers and trigger.
and thank God for the MUCH He has provided us with this year.
though many a times,
we take things for granted.
but God has always been there for us,
providing for us and protecting us.
thank God for the ppl in my grp of frenz in school,
though conflicts happens,
and things are not smooth all the time,
but in the end, things are sorted out.
and of course my frenz in church,
yup. for true friendship and support that they provide.
and lollapaloosa.
that happy times we spent dancing,the times we learnt hard, ate hard, played hard.
and thanks for the support you guys provided when i was in a rough spot.
and thanks for val and sarah leng and everybody (:
and thanks for mum and dad.
providing my allowance, expenditure, and doting on me (:
esp my fire spitting merlion (mum)
thanks for everything.
and dad.
turning someone into psyduck.
and being such a gossiper and a corn :D
and adeline mama.
for talking to me when i'm troubled,
and also helping me when i have encounters with those things.
and tavin,
for the happy times you have provided me with.
and the hershey kisses and the tortoises.
and spending my birthday with me :)
stay happy ya..?
and cedric..
for giving me happy memories.
and becoming a much nicer person.
pray that you'd find someone you love.. (:
and grats on your n95.
and jeanette laogong.
for being my darrrr :D
and talking when me am troubled.
and also uncle alfred papa,
for doting on our cg (:
bringing us out for paintball and stuff (:
thanks papa.
will miss you. (:
time with you was short, but memorable. :D
and ethan..
glad to have known you mr sunshine.
you're really a great friend (:
and bball.
thanks for mcspicy yup..?
Jarrell..
for peii wor go arcade when down,
and cheering me up.
Keeonn..
for disturbing me (:
and being such a good korkor :D
and giving such a painful "masaji" T.T
mm..
a lot of people to thank.
so simply.. thank you all (:
acquaintances, friends, besties, family.. love you all (:
and of course spurgeon :D
HEH. :D
as 2007 passes and 2008 awaits.
stay happy and faithfool yup..?

New year resolutions for 2008:

#1 Grow deeper in Christ
#2 Bring him to Christ (i'm not giving up)
#3 Do Qt everyday
#4 Dont scold ****.
#5 Get A for 'O' level chinese
#6 Score at least C for 3 sciences and A-maths.
#7 Improve Chinese.
#8 Make more friends.
#9 Train stamina.
#10 Grow Taller
#11 Win basketball and netball for sports carnival (x3 3/4!!)
#12 Pick up dancing :D (pref: hip hop)
#13 HAIYAH. LATER THEN THINK. NOW BRAIN JAM T.T ~~
yup. enjoy your time for the rest of the day ya people..? :D
loves :D
ciaos!

sano (:
cutes :D
the two persons: uber cute cuties :D <3
heh (:
hana kimi jap. :D
toots :D
fireworks :D
a new year :D
life's okayyyy.. :x (when there's reverse psychology)
ciaos.

perhaps for the last time today: hAppy NeW YeAR :D 2008 is cominggggggg :DDD

silence. <33>

heh :]
back from bowling. :]
it was fun.
but damned ex.
cause its like ph eve lo.
sian diao.
5 dollars fly away.
and keef owes me like.. $3.50
wahahahahaha :]
josh is uberrrr pro bowler.
dunno how many strikes siahs. .___.
4 or 5 bahs.
heh. =]
then. yeah. lunch at yoshis.
MISO SOUP.
and yeah.
saded cant go out with cg later for dinner.
cuz its like.. SUKI SUSHI lah. .___.
thn movie.
RAH .__.
got stayover i cant go either.
sianz.
fireworkkkssss :D
yup.
but something good happened :]
YUP. xD
damnnnedddd happy somehow.
heh. minus minus minus.. OUT.
heh. lols. un-understandable here.
but understandable there.
the content is much lighter.
only one strong word. (e.g hate?)
yupz. simpleton. :D
its. just great lah.
like you know.. OUT.
heh (: LOLS.
you're out.. you're out... :D
some things that make me laugh in sadistry too.
haaahaaahaaaaa.
in fact its super fun to laugh at.
mockingly..? [HEH]
i talking nonsense..?
maybe lah.
and its like..
i'm monologging ehhhh :D
yupppos.
so i cant be bothered to type anymore.
and instead camp and watch hana kimi.
so CIAOS.

&happy new year once more :]

haaaaahaaaahaaaaahaaaaahaaaaahaaaaa.
loves :]
cares :]
from afar :[
anything :]]
lovesssss :]]]

heh. like good morning.
and ate at the line at shangri-la yesterday.
last time went stomach flu.
this time the food also make me sick.
like wdf.
its either the fresh food or sth.
but yeah the food was good =]
the salmon (without maggots X.X) was super fresh and yum~
lobster ok..
italian food=super cheesy=something that i'd like..? (:
cheese is loveeeeee (:
hehs. :]
then went home.
sms with colin and ethan.
thn talked with keeonn till around 1am.
thn sms, until everybody M.I.A.
then went to sleep lo.
woke up with 2 miss call.
then thinking back
..
i think i felt vibration. (i guess not)
but i like the super reeetarded eclipse dream too muchies to wake up..?
like imagine the moon turning into a flying lion..? ><''
yup and printed my timetable le.
like.. BLEAH .____.
the school hours can be defined as long like mad T.T
groans***
lols. anything bahs.
now left with around less than 50 zao ju questions :]
thn later going to bowl at yishun with cg :]
thn tonight dinner with uncle jimmy they all thn go watch fireworks with cg :]
saded that cant join them for dinner and movie :[
but yeahhhh :]]]]]]
found out some super retarded stuff.
like i care liddat. not my concern~~ :]
one more day to sleep in~~
sleep is pleasure.
sleep is loveeeeee [:
hehs.
doubt i'd be able to post tml.
so an advanced happy new year wish to all :]
yup.
go wash up.
meeting keef and ppl at 1230 at woodlands for bowwwwlinnggggg :]
so..
ciaos!

loving someone doesn't mean you need to be together,
but seeing the person you love happy (he is!!! :] ),
is sufficient :]

yupzzzzzzzzzzz [:
happy 2008 peeeeoooopppplllleeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDD

new year resolution: check out the brain juice in the fridge =]

sano and ashiya (:
sano so shuaiiiiiiii <33333
75 more qns! ^^
ciao!

yupyupyupyupyup (:
welcome to trigger sec sch!
made up of seemingly random (oh YES random!) 14 to 15 year olds.
Co-ed!!
in fact.
mixture of people from...
Acs (independant),Acs(barker road),Saint Andrew Sec, Canberra sec, Riverside sec, St Gabriel sec,Fairfield methodist, Woodgrove sec, Christchurch sec!!
under the very lovable.. MISS FAM (:

heeee (:
yup.. mama is leaving for sawa today.. :(
saded. cant send her off cause of some stupid dinner shit where attendance is compulsory.
=='' will really really really really really reallyyyyyyyyyyyy miss her loads :X
mama and papa both leaving le.
pray for mama's safety and journey mercy yahh..?
and that she'd be able to adapt to the life there.
and that the Lord will soften the hearts of the people there so that she can share His word effectively. so that more people will come to know God.
and yup (:
mama must miss us!!!!
as for papa..
pray that he'd have patience to deal guide the 1000 children under his wings at the paya lebar methodist church.
and that he and his family would be able to adapt there. (:
Mama and papa must rmb trigger de worrrrr (:

yup(:
yesterday..was super funny.
maybe i'd post the videos and pictures later (:
tobasco sauce with mayo and sparkling juice..? X.X
super funny lo :D
afterglow was fun.
the video super funny.
keeonn super super super funny on the video lo :X
blur blur de.
yesterday never call me sias.
baka. make me wait for nothing X.X
piiiakkkkyyyy :D
hehes. then walked to mrt with ming jie, benedict and ethan.
and took 911 with ethan.
had a fun chat :D
lols.
sleeeeeeeeppppppp :D =pleasure that i'll lose in 2 days. :X
and must finish up the rest of my zao ju le,
which is like... 80 plus to go.
and 2 more days.
heh. can de.
a few hours can complete de bahhhs (:
mmm.
go re-watch hana kimi jap le.
yup so ciaos.

leave.
and never return. (:

Touch Rugby
Tomorrow
9am (:
come come come come :DDDDDD

lols.
ciaos!

wanna learn~~ for sano!
LOL JK!!!

back from jurong point (:
yup. got a myuk pencil case.
and blah .___.
anything lols. i've done what i need to.
so fullstop! (:
and lols the trip was so funny.
went with keeonn and ezekiel.
lols.
keeonn bully nia. :X (jk lahh)
ate macs!
keeonn and me keep on trying to take picture lo,
thn he keep on pressing wrong,
or the picture not nice lo X.X
thn go zonex.
play time crisis 2,
walao the screen damn big lah,
but the gun and the pedal sucks. X.X
the trigger a bit kuku,
the pedal like to jam. T.T
then played the bball thing.
we 3 ppl can hit up till stage 4.
keeonn one person can le.
my max stg 3. 100++ points (:
heeee (:
thn trained home. (:
giraffe sent me to my block.
thanks :D
heh. keeonn like to bully sias! .__.
ur "massage" really ''ma sa ji''
tian ah.
you born in the year of the horse issit..?
cause i born in the year of rooster leh .___.
LOLS.
reeeetardd. (:
still thinking of mcspicy LAH .___.
and takoyaki~~
school reopen got $ le.
YAY.
my bank broke liaos le X.X
haaahaaas.
pokedddddd. SUPERPOKEEEDDDD :DDD
random siahs.
heh.
go find sth to do....~~
still @_@ lor.
HEH :D
ciaos!

shutting the door,locking it,and throwing the key away! (:

the part of the head i knocked so damn hurts.
my head feels as if its gonna explode.
and i'm losing my temper like mad.
and gonna lose my consciousness soon toos.
*groans*...

haiz.
the other toot is in quite a lot of trouble with his camera.
really saded for him..
haiz. take care ya.. toot.
and yeah,
some uneventful crap has happened. T.T
and still so damn damn damn damn damn giddy.
shityou man. T.T
feel so damn tired.
hehs.
yup.
and my com is lagging so happily lo.
poor choco. ><
eh wait. its poor me. HEH.
and you're right.
why do i love someone who doesnt give a shit.
and forget those who do.
thank you yeh..? (:
enlightenment. :DDDDDDDD
and yesh.
elaborations not here yahhh. .__.
it would be there..?
heh..? go figure~
thanks aaron for showing me some video ah (:
haiz. pray that toot's camera will be ok lo.
worry worry for him. :X
though cant read him like a book ya..? X.X
haiz. 3 more days till can see toot.
LOLS. its like 3 days more for me to do homework.
this toot is so deadddddd. .____.
and yeah.
would have to cook up some weird excuse to go jurong point today,
like shucks.
trying hard.
but really really tired.
and dad and mum are somewhat unhappy abt certain things yahh. .___.
haiz.
i go post there le lah,
no mood to post anything here anyway.
ciaos.

sano is loveeeeeeee (:

ok. its 12.13am in the morning..
so ohayo! (:
finished hana kimi jap liao le.
uber touching :X crycry~
mmhmm.
rather depressed right now,
and scared ya..
its past 12 alr... :X
gonna hug bible to sleep anw.
hehs (:
guess nt gna slp till like 2 plus or 3..?
cuz i cant sleep :X
hehs.
go do sth le lah.
so ciaos.

i...love you so...
janeh!

"i'll go find you later"
those words i said not so long ago.
these words repeated today.
2 weeks has passed..
thinking back,
feeling the happiness of finding something you were talking about,
feeling your love.
it hurts really badly.
it just came back suddenly.
and i feel nauseous.
after effects of certain habits yah..?
here..i go again...heh.
who cares yah..?
come find me tonight,
try to pull me away from HIM,
try all you want,
my faith in HIM will never change.
for HE who is in us is greater than he who is in the world.
sudden swing of topic and focus.
but who cares anyway.
memories hurts.
and its.. the 27th of december already
and i've known you for 2years and10days.
time flies.
the day. that day. another day. this day.
God brought you here for a purpose,
and i know why already.
at least i think i do.
and the reason is sufficient.
i guess i would take a step at a time,
and do things in HIS time and not mine.
i'm human,
i suffer,
and i err.
yet some mistakes made,
aren't mistakes,
instead are learning points.
thanks for your card ade,
its woken me up somehow,
and i would accept HIS will,
and time will show.

hurting like crap.
but..
life's like that.
yeah?

finishing ep 12 part 1 then go look for my mum.
ahh. it hurts yah.
so ciaos.

hurts like shit.
watashiwa aiishiteru anatawa.

hm. back from tanjong pagar.
the trip was uneventful.
and yes.
i'm feeling really giddy and i can knock out anytime.
so.
i guess i should go rest ya...?
hm. later..?
yep.
so ciaos.

6 necessities:GOD,diary,phone,blade,pen,chocolatte. (:
5 wants:you,audi,milk,mcspicy,chocolates!
right so random.
feeling really sick right now.
dont cry if i never wake. HA (:

shade of blueness. ._.
why you come kachiao me lahhhh ><
ppl trying to rest, you must come and kachiao.
really nothing better to do de,
really lah. you so bored is it de mah..? T.T
maybe you are. but just dont come near.
i got a BIBLE. xD

haaaa. slept with the BIBLE last night due to disturbances. T.T
had a nice sleep in the end though.
had sweet dream (:
but the horrible realisation that it isn't real hurts badly.
it hurts even more.. for it was about..you..
yeah, maybe its the knock.
for my head is throbbing T.T
and yup.
i gotta go down to international plaza to collect that reeetarded free sports bag..
like tanjong pagar. wdf lols.
may drag someone go with me..?
HEH (:
aching like siaos lah.
and think i'd go soon so that i could come back early as well yahhh..? (:
thn can online~~~ ^^
yup.. guess i'd go now bah..
ciaos.

sick of pretending.
tired of it yahh..?

hey look.
i'm back.
DOTS.

hah.
BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Monday 24 dec night-Tuesday Dec 25.. add on:TODAY :D
went to val's house (:
sleepover!!!!!
wrote cards, watch shows, played xbox, crapped.
zodiac is retarded. T.T
really really retarded.
then watched the guys playing halo.
and ethan and aaron playing the kungfu thing.
uber funny.
crapped with alethea (:
heh. like yah know...? circle circle dot dot..? HEH (:
then like...
7am..?
watched final destination.
he went to slp at 720,
woke him at 730,
thn he left.
grabbed back myyy pillow and went to lie on the floor,
and went to lalaland for like 1 hour (:
then...
watched them playing tennis on xbox is pure entertainment ya...?
thn went for christmas service (:
sleeeepy LAH .____.
thn gave the cards and stuff.
and then went home for lunch.
slept from 1 plus to 5 plus.
cabbed to pine grove.
then had black out LEH.
the damn thing had to fuse right then.
dots.
while waiting for the electrician,
went to play bball lo.
luke yifeng and me. (:
so funneh.
lost to luke again. 6-7
righto.
and you owe me HAITO (:
thn ate a "candlelight dinner". ><
and went bball.
so funny lo (:
the yifeng style heh :D
then he whacked me with luke's ball (er... head...? ball??) countless times.
so funny and lame lo.
thn went back to raun's hse.
sat there chat. yahhh (:
thn cabbed home.
talk on phone & sms yifeng that big corn horn TOOT. (:
heh. and now i'm labelled the horny toot from mars (:
righto.
HEH.
and yeah,
TODAY.. ICE SKATING (:
called 30 plus ppl in the morn but NONE COULD MAKE IT :(
ok. anything.
loves: skating,speeding,180 turns,360 spin +brake,2x 360 spin,braking, falling ><
met up at woodlands.
trained to jurong and walked to the entertainment centre.
ate lunch at ljs (:
popped all of luke's straws. and bang! i made a harttt.
dunno where it went though. :X
thn went to the fuji ice palace...? ><
red skates (:
lalala. we skated for 5 hours or so YAHHH (:
hmm. my second last spin + brake ended up..
flat pancake. *bang onto the ice with alethea landing on me*
dots. the ice was wet, i was speeding, my braking wasnt good enough.
yahh..
heeeeee.. almost blacked out yahhh...? X.X
currently very unstable, blurrrrrry X.X
now currently yifeng is slapping me with tuna, and i slapped him back with a salmon with maggot. T.T
like LOL.
hmm will be seeing him soon yah... (:
eat nice nice dinner thn bball at pine grove then countdown (:
heh cant wait yahhh (:
that corn. X.X TOOOT.
damned achyyyy :(
ankle crying for mama. LOL.
emotionally drained...
anything lah.
i guess i go chat with yifeng liaos ah..
ciaos.

you just have to leave me every single time.
why?!?!
dont you ever know it hurts.
nah. i doubt you do.
so forget it.

back from causeway point.
maybe i shouldnt have gone.
hah.
saw a lot of people that i know. HA.
like my DAD.
and a teacher.
and chika's bro.
and riversidians.
HO. but nevermind lah (:
go out with chika.
damn funny de lo.
eat lot lot and crap lot lot.
today was like, yoshi student special,2 munchy donuts and a cup of milo and some mee siam. xD
HAh. finally got mood and appetite to eat today. HEH.
once in three days.
not bad..
Haaaaas.
yup.
dad's gonna get 2 0 dollar phones for the household for its plan renewing time (: like...
YAY...!
but wont intend to get any,
cuz i got myyy wife (:
though she's... __________.
but its okay. i still like her lots (: slim~~10!!

and almost went zoneX.
but i forgot to bring my card.
so GOD's WILL!!!!
though it was uber funny playing daytona and time crisis 2 with chika.
haaahaaas (:
this time go arcade not so long,
so no pressure.
so mood status: good~~~ (feng he ri li!)
and its like a few more hours to christmas!
so happy (:
excited sias! ><
dots. dont ask me why.
i still have 19 cards to write.
moans~~
can de lah! have to rewrite a few, for circumstances have changed and the things on the cards do not apply anymore. YUP.
go audii & gunbound with chika eh..?
hurhurhurhurhur.
fact is I'M DOWN.
so why am i HIGH..?
dont know lah.
gg le.
so ciaos!

imissloveyou. (:
there are angels on the earth,
and they are called...
FRIENDS!

lunch with chika.
thn shopping eh.
i made a right decision not to go causeway point yesterday.
but i pray i made the right one to go today.
for if i err.
i would go insane.

road to no return.
self destruction.
full stop.

yesterday.
sucked.
yup.
slept for like 3hours and 45 minutes only. ==''
thn dragged myself up to go church. X.X
missed the 9am baptism. =.= (my sleeeeeep~~~)
thn did what i had to.
went for service.
ate chicken chop for lunch.
simply no appetite.
shucks that that irks me. [no breakfast. also not hungry. WHY LAH .___.]
yeah well.
not hungry at all.
only hungry for milk (:
may skip lunch later,
for no mood to eat.
and no appetite lols.
thn go eat ice cream with chika perhaps?
yup.
had a rough and bad night yesterday..?
heh. >___<
dont like it lah T.T
and yup!!!!!
reminder to pearly: get a new notebook!
right, i go get it either today tml or wed.
diary writing is back.
LOL .___. i'm a kid.
HEH.
and when i looked at my tasks today (they always rearrange everytime de. dont knw why either.)
it was...
"if you love someone,
you would let him go,
if he returns,
hes yours forever,
if he doesnt,
he never were..."
HEH. whats with that AHHH, my w88oi laopo. T.T
LOLS. will.. keep that in mind.. i guess...
christmas card writing..
must jia you liao.
today is 24 DECEMBER LE T.T
41 cards. 22 down. 19 more to go T.T
kampateh! ><
and also need go buy christmas gifts le.
trigger that gift exchange.
i dont even knw that guy will appear anot de.
thn buy. disposable briefs ah..?
i dont even know that guy lo.
tml christmas service 10 am
ehh, tonight maybe going val house or jean house to stay over.
HAH.
not really in the mood though.
so maybe not going lah..
but wednesday, will go de lah.
ice skating, want to go for longg time liaoz le.
want to see people fall into that uber cold melted ice water.
so damn funny de.
last time accident slip fall. so SUAY. HAH (:
but think i can still skate bah.
though dont like their skate boots.
very pain sias.
want hockey skates!!! ><
the braking so cool lahs!!!!! T.T
and it looks way comfier.
yeah. around 12 of us going bah (:
like yay..?
bauer supreme classic gold junior ice hockey skates looks so nice lo =X LOL.
why am i ranting about hockey skates. T.T
dots. yeah.
dots.
tired. emo. crapped.
mm.
go watch hana kimi.
so ciaos!

oh gawd.
nannie is so wols.
its over and she didnt know it.
thought she did.
>< naaaaaani looooo :X
hahahaz. but still lurrrbbb her xD
and shes right...
i still love you.

callum loved persephone...
jude loved cara..
callum died because of persephone.
jude killed cara..
WHY??!!! THEY LOVED EACH OTHER.
why did they have to end that...? T.T
ironic. T.T

hana kimi~~~

falling...
wheeee...~
gone.

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...
she's lost.

its.. 3.56am in the morning.
so. good morning.
and i cant sleep.
and thanks to norton. just busted a new virus.
if in my life there was NORTON. it would be..perfecto.
cause some virus(baddie) comes near,
they'd kaboom. xD
then. you'd hear laughter.. MUHAHAHAHHAA.
ok. not in the right state of mind..yup..
i admit i'm worn out and confused,
everything's wrong.
ok. wait. its should be..
nothing's right.
that 30 minutes during the blackout,
will never be forgotten,
it was..the happiest thing i got yesterday.
yet. after that.
i just got shot again.
it never changes. it..always ends up this way.
so.booyah.
and if i dont appear in church today
to keeonn: reason is SICK. take MC.
doubt i'd be sleeping later,
so if i ever fall alseep,
i wont wake up.
"sei" (canton)
its.taking over my mind.
"ji sa" (canton too)
makes my thinking irrational.
i wanted to do it.
but i didnt.
for a reason.
you.
but i wanted to do it for a reason too.
you.
its 4.06am.
it was only 6 hours ago.
still not in the right state of mind.
the car was coming.
so... tempting. ><>< ]
4.13am.
going insane already.
my arm hurts.
its itchy and sore.
i dont like it.
but. i cant help it either.
its just life.
you do sth,
you bear the consequences.
the dumb thing.
hahaz.
4.16am.
wondering when elmo is gonna reply.
3 people on msn.
how amusing eh...?
4.17am.
adios. its. the end. yup.
so. goodbye world.
and good night.
or perhaps...morning.
ciaos!

...
i hurt myself. so you CANT!
...

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

Written by David Meece
(c) 1980 Word Music / ASCAP
David Meece Homepage: www.david-meece.com




well.. this song suddenly popped into my mind.
remembered it from one fine day during dance.
For God so loved the world that HE gave HIS one and only Son, 
that whoever believes in HIM shall not perish but have eternal life.
thats how great God's love is
for He gave HIS only son,
so we could come....
treasure life as it is.
for the LORD loves you..

life is tough and the road is rough,
but i will walk on.
in HIS name and HIS grace and mercy.
Amen.

ciaos.

currently watching hana kimi jap version
thanks J for recommending (:
cya in church later :D
ciaos.

tired.
tired of everything.
sick of everything.
tired of pretending everything is okay, (sometimes yeah...)
heee(:
so if i disappear,then byebye lo.
haha. life is so unpredictable,
you may live to see one day,
but you may not live to see the next.
ahaha.
guess being sick makes my mind go fluffy and start typing nonsense eh..? (its edited already)
yeah i suppose it does.
for this shit has running around my mind in merry go rounds. >.<
and no matter how i try to shut it off.
yeah still there lo.
and i guess i really have to update there le.
for its been dead for almost a month.. *guilty guilty*
nah ._. forget it. i wont reveal any further here.
in case some human being intends to stop me eh.
dan gu gu. (: baojian's version: waitlonglong (so mani yrs liaos i still rmb hohohos (: )
maybe what i said in this earlier part of this post is plain nonsense,
for majority of it is censored for user friendlyness..?
ok. enough of this nonsense!

tonights.
think have to be there by 6 bah.
still haven prepare stuff yet.
after i watch show le thn prepare lo.
so.
ciaos!

gomemasai that some weird stuffs have been appearing here and not there.
uh. realised someone actually does check that and found it boring and dead.
i assure with a bean sprout that i will update soon.
and blah .__.
addicted to MOYASHI,
or whatever way its spelt.
for pearly is RANDOM.
so is JP.
JaPan! LOLS.
currently talking to people online on msn.
was watching hana kimi jap ver on full screen so didnt realise anyone talking to me.
sorrrrrryyyy ==''
yup (:
and i gtg soon lah.
cuz mum will be coming in soon.
YUP.
so CYA in church TML.
so CiaOs.

http://thegirlsheneverwas.blogspot.com
(:

it may be a gainless and pointless wait,
but i'm willing to try...
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MOYASHI IS IN FOR JP!!! ><
ciaos.
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JP united go around msn kachiao people with randomness. (:
therefore. dont be irritated! (BET YOU ARE)
and so far. only 3 people have been harrassed.
so i'm sending my J home now.
brb later (:
hope she can stay for dinner (:
yupz (:
ciaos.

and walking the road to no return.
and having no regrets either..
<3

home in...i dont know how long =X

mm.
*blush*
T.T
ok that was random.
yup.
had about 5 hours of sleep~~
then went to johor bahru for shopping. ><
mum bought her specs,
and bought new year clothes (:
then went for lunch at robin Portuguese chicken.
the egg tarts..
are heavenly >o<
then went to like 5 spec shops in city square.
but all run out of biomedic55.
i like.. walao lor. T.T
then finally came to one small optic shop.
YAY! Got Biomedic 55 (:
RM110.
omg. 30 dollars cheaper than buying in singapore lo (:
heeeee(: yup.
and bought 6 dvds (:
movie mania xD
lalalas.
and certain things have happened,
and certain things have been made clear.
compromises!
LOLS.
baaadubaaaduuuu~
just take it that i siao liao le lo X.X
anything lah.
haiz. jeanette at my house currently.
so ciaos! ^^

master, thank you. (: <3s.>

ilu iloveyou(: <33


Alvin The Chipmunks!!! (:


PIzzA! xD


Chocolate Fondue <33


Sheryl and her chocolate mouth.



pearly (:

Hmm..
Had quite a hard time sleeping.. as usual..?
But in the morning..
thank GOD for the rain.. (:
sleep like a pig liddat till like 10 plus lo. :X
then did a lot of weird things.
dont ask me why lo.
even i also confused T.T
thn went to pizza hut with aunty beeleong they all lo.
eat PIZZA lo. T.T
thn went to watch alvin and the chipmunks at amk hub.
ALVIN,SIMON and THEODORE ROCKS LAH ._.
so CUTE :DDDDD
oH mY tiAnZ lor. (:
mm. after that trained home lo.
and went bathe.
somewhat emulated.
felt slightly satisfied.. ( my imagination isn't that pro =] but anything lah T.T )
and a advanced birthday wish to my grandmother!
HAPPY 86th BIRTHDAY... TMR!! :D <3
feeling emotional now.
bleah T.T
going to watch D.Gray-man liao le.
catch no ball about tv de T.T
haiz.
i go watch le.
so,ciaos.

*groans*

i see i have a new yet rather regular tagger on my blog->anonymous.
the way he/she speaks.. is somewhat familiar... (which makes it darn scary)
though i dont know who he/she is..

yeah well. back to D.Gray-man episode 29 (:
ciaos!

[/edit]
got info liao le (:
ayer rajah crescent..?
that so far off.
it may be the base.
crap. T.T
booyahh.
D.Gray-man soon (:
in like...
52 minutes..
YUP. continue watching episode 29 liaos le.
so ciaos..!

thanks to oreocookie1169 for uploading the whole set of just love :D
i really wanted to watch the last episode!!!
THANKS SO MUCHIES!!
back to dgrayman.
ciaos!

The wheat grass character (: so cute!!


chalet room A1104 xD


emi cakes! Durian cake & durian crepes (:


Durian cake (:


chalet room!


family at sea side


tree (:


mac breakfast!


Big Breakfast X.X


pearly soya milk! (:


hey LOOK. i crossed 1.47m... (2 years ago T.T)


Treeeeee (:


MUM (:


sky and sea!


sea and sand (:


Gelare Banana Split (:


PAINtball mark. T.T


Paintball Grounds (:


Chng Yi, josh and tai..?


Keef, Augustine and kenneth!

yup! all the pics here le (:
wonder if we'd be called trigger,triggered or triggering. T.T
and CONGRATS to evonne for getting into riverside! ^^
and CONGRATS to junkiat the mao for getting promoted! xD
yup. and i think i got a rough idea who anonymous is.
but its just a guess. but its not a dumb guess lah (:
yup. go watch dgrayman and also write christmas cards le.. (10 down.. 30 to go...?) ><
yupyupyupyupyup..!
so CIAOS (:

o.O 3 days have passed. real quickly too.
and i didn't bring chocolatte to the chalet.
so couldnt go ONLINE for 3 days ;(
and i wonder who that "Pearly" person is.
and the anonymous.
but yeah. anything. who bothers about that kind of people who have nothing else better to do but flame people's blog and stuff.
YUP.
and i have pictures.
perhaps i'd post them on later..? (:
cause dad is online too.
and hes using the wireless and thus my internet is lagging too :X

mm.. lets start with PAINTBALL (aka. painball)
i got 2 very paintful and painful paintball hits.
and its said to be stuck there for a few weeks lah.
so. SIAN LAH.
heee (:
then went for lunch.
and BOWLING xD
super super super funny lo. (:
thn took the shuttle bus from occ to yishun.
thn 969-ed to tampinese,
and train-ed to pasir ris.
then took 354 to chalet!
wah.. travel for 1 hour plus T.T
went to room.. A1104 (:
thn ate dinner somewhere at downtown east (:
and saw colin,alicia,christopher and some other ppl carolling at the ____(i dont know wad its called) (:
heh xD
then er..
went back to room lo.
slackkkk & watched HEROES (:
thn listened to music and sleeeeep!

yesterday..
went wild wild wet.
take the ular lah many times loh (:
so fun.
then went waterworks (:
so DARK ._.
and the sky rider is..
scary. T.T scared of heights LAH ._.
and i stay on the 12 floor somemore,
how ironic.
and chlorine.. is one of my worst enemies in the pool.
cause.. skin=sensitive to chlorine.
after swimming= itchy like i dont know what liddat de.
then lunch at sakae sushi.
not nice de T.T
thn went zoneX play.
mum sponsored 15 bucks.
thn.. went back slack.
wrote christmas cards and such.
and chicken rice for dinner,
and thn arcade again,
dad sponsor 10 bucks!! x3 daddddddddd :D
went back.
couldnt sleep.
so slacked.
thn slept.

checked out at 1045am today.
cab-ed home. (:
lunched and went back home lo xD
thn online liaoz. (:
thanks mum and dad for the two days of fun (:
yup gonna watch dgrayman ep 21 after i upload the pictures (:
yup (: will post again later perhaps..? xD
ciaos.

keeonn, you're right... when the dust settles,the feeling of loneliness only gets clearer.. :X

Oro.
back from causeway point.
lugging back a heap of assessment books.
*groans*
and thanks mum for the Gelare (:
parents supporting me quite a lot through this breakup.
dad and mum so lame lor =X
yeah..
but..
mostly its still up to me..
and it isnt really going well.
emotions are running downhill.
and yeah.. like that lor.
some quizzes before i cont posting.

You Will Die at Age 70

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

walao. so many years on earth. i must live it to the fullest (:

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay "Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything you do, Yeah they were all yellow" You're so in love, it's like a drug.

o.O
i go find the lyrics XD

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

WOW. i'm a female. T.X

Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium

You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month. But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis.

phew. i'm not hurricane katrina. but yeah. i'm HURRICANE PEARLY xD

Your Stress Level is: 34%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control. You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart. Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

maybe thats why i havent sprouted any white hair X.X

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

thats 100% true.
i'd rather have someone who loves me,
and i wouldnt listen if other talked bad about him.
him loving me and me loving him is all that matters.
and God. too of course.
money.. doesnt really matter. (:

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

duh oh~~ i follow my heart de x3

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn. You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed. You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book. It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you. Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play. You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star. Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

i cant play the guitar for nuts.


yeah thats about it?
somehow..
bringing chocolatte to chalet tmr (:
there i think got internet cafe or somewhat.
got mac lah.
so can surf (:
thought i'm not exactly motivated to go,
cause i can do a lot more at home.
and my emotions are..
are hard to control,
as i have to when my parents are around :(
yeah.. well..
time is essential.
and time can heal all wounds (somehow i guess)
memories haunt me till i'm worn out and crying.
but.. at least i have them.. i guess..
4 6477 968.
& 458.
watching d gray man ep.. 15 i think.
and fish soup for dinner tonight (:
love you dad :D
haha. i go watch show le...
so.. ciaos..!

s-u-i-c-i-d-a-l.
worn out by love and life itself.
am in a bad shape.
just that no one can see.

almost got knocked by a car again.
so screwed up lah ._.
lunch=mee siam.
tmr paintball & family chalet.
so.
ciaos.

chocolates for the emo and depressed.

Happy Meal for supper yesterday (:


uh.. famous amos(bingbing) chocolate chip cookies which i wont eat.


O.O gomemasaii my torty x3


entwined ring and panda. x3


Orange Hair (:


Ethan!!


kids waiting for their performance (:


Jeanette,Darren & me (:


Foamy Anthony :DDD


Lloyd Lloyd senior & me (:


Leonard and me (:


Tiffany, Tammy & Me :D


WOOH (: x33333


Alethea :D


Sam The CLOWnN (:


Orangeeeee Hairrrrr (:


ORange Fringe :D


Farand The CLOWN (:


SAM THE CLOWN!!!


SUL-MAMA (:


JOSHUA. MR HOTEL OWNER (:


Ahh. i zilian. mr hotel boss come in toos :D


ziilianz X.X


Xiaosheng & me (:


Sul-mama the make up PRO :DDDD


Jarrell


Sarah (:


Sarah& JOASH


Joash (: the milo king :D


Silly SQUARE shun BIN (:


Lollapalooseans (: [lollapaloosa] x33333


Joash HIGH 7 :D


aiyohh me again ah X.X


Jarrell :D

yesterday's performance.
was... GREAT!!!!
was so happy dancing.
really really... happy. (:
though it was sad it would be our last time performing le.
but guess we all had fun...!
lollapaloosa all for one... ~~~~~~~
then the random thing (:
hairsprayed my hair greeeeeen and orange (:
the first performance ne.
was goodddddyyyy.
the second one,
was a little affected by certain things lah,
lost my smile a little,
but got the hang of it again later,
guess only bball saw that expression change,
so thank GOD (:
but i still enjoyed myself LOADS (:
then supper at MAC.
left at 1130pm.
keeonn korkor sent me home.
thanks :D
yup then had a nice bath before luke called.
then..
a while after i hung up with luke...
at 1.02am
you called...
i was really shocked yet happy,
when my caller id showed that you called.
thanks for calling and praising the dance.
after the 4minutes and 5 seconds.
you said you not call me anymore.
that..
shattered my heart into a million pieces once more.
i..miss..you..
but that.. doesnt matter anymore to you.
so lalalalala.
and somehow,
i just feel everything was preplanned.
its like you planned to leave me a while a ago.
my inference was just that from yesterday's conversation.
but facts are facts.
and even though my ignorance at what exactly happened still stays.
my love goes on,
and so does my life.
And till the day i find my answer to a certain question,
and the day the promise i made ends,
The Lord will have a path for me,
that i know.
And His promises,
He'd keep.
i'd just wait..?
And i'd always be there if you ever need someone.
thats my promise to you.
Whether or not you choose to use it,
its your choice.
and i love you
no matter whoever and whatever labels me as dumb and naive,
nothing can change the fact that i love or loved you.
cause facts are facts.
you cant change them.
uga-waga.
emoing siah. T.T
currently reading a book called
its called a breakup because it is broken,
its good, i suppose.
and dad is amusing.
really amusing.
he cheered me up somehow.
and i didnt know he was such a gossiper xD
lols.
and the cuts will stay for quite a bit,
shucks.
must change spot le T.T
i want wear sleeveless de leh X.X
yup.
just pray i dont die of tetanus or something.
lols. but not interested in cutting much le.
now more interested in losing a bit of weight,
and gaining more muscles.
yup.
soon gonna start running and rebuild my stamina,
and i pray that that dumb permanent injury can heal somehow,
for it is irritating.
and yup.
d gray man ep 12...
watching now.
so ciaos.

your words ring in my ear,
and the pain sears my heart.

&i'd have to convince not only my mind, but my heart too..

&i'm not alright,
simply wont lie to you that i am perfectly fine.

just.die.