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#625{♥} ﺕ
Thursday, April 22, 2010

:) this is cute :X

worshipping... is a form of spending time with God right...?
haven't been reading His word.
but i guess i have been worshipping Him in song on worship on the go.
does that... count?


#624{♥} ﺕ wrong, i'm unhappy D:

hello ﺕ
it's been ages since i have blogged :X
to be exact, 8 days :X
life hasn't been exactly smooth and i'm exhausted from everything that has been going on.
project work is one big hell in my life D:
MOE is very stringent about PW this year (God knows why), and the teachers are practical white elephants.
goodness, they tell you to copy notes during lecture and the lecturer changes the slides the moment my pen tip touches my notebook.
So much for copying notes. When that fails, we get scolded by the ST for not copying notes, and treating the lecture like a movie.
If it were movie, i wouldn't be so frustrated and neither would I be bored to tears.
Are the teachers even helping? Or are they busy saving their asses?
Pee-aii is terrible ._.
Been getting low-MEs. D: need to brush up to an EE soon.
got a rough idea on what i got to do but i don't seem to have the time to work on it these few days.
yes, i know i shouldn't be blogging, but yeah, managed to get some time on the computer, saved by BBRR ._.
Math is another hell.
Sitting in class dao-ing the stupid menopaused old man who can't teach for nuts.
Which dog of a teacher calls math numbers bastards, fella and whatnot?
BABY SUM? HEHE? BYEBYE CHARLIE? PRIMARY SCHOOL KID ALSO CAN DO?
GET DOWN TO TEACHING MATH YOU smallmediumlargejumbo asshole.
he doesn't explain things fully, he doesn't explain things twice.
want be like that, go be BIG BOSS (of your toilet business), don't be a teacher.
Don't waste government funds, seriously, and stop being a burden to the education system.
That old fogey should just retire ._.
i'm going to flunk math. i don't need that ass, neither do i need that woman who gets excited talking to a mike.
you're a disgrace for your age, what is so exciting about lecturing (after the XXX lectures you have delivered), or perhaps the mike is such a wonderful thing? ._.
i stone through old man and old woman's lessons. (with a dao face. ._. and laughing at their idiosyncrasies)
sibeh boring ~.~
but true, more relaxed than those "elite" schools. = chao muggers = plain smart.
we can appreciate the awesomeness of.. "hey apple."
!RANDOM ﺕ
wish i could just snuggle up in bed with my newly acquired paperbacks, or perhaps thosei borrowed from the library.
wish i could start on a new descriptive, my brain have been churning out ideas but i can't try them out.
wish i could find the time to play pool (Actually i do) and basketball.
but no,
i have a chem department test to study for.
so adios!


\^^/ can't wait for pool tmr :D
being a leader isn't easy. more pressure.
i can't lose, i gotta win.
i can't do this alone, i need the LORD.
but i haven't been reading His word... will He be there for me still...?


#623{♥} scribblebug
Wednesday, April 14, 2010

posted some past essays on http://scribble-bug.blogspot.com.

it's like an essay writing blog, hopefully i can work on my GP there too :D
but mainly for leisure ba. :X
and no, they aren't great or anything.

time to continue paktor w/ my PI.
mati-kaooo alr D:

janeh ._.


#622{♥} econs TTM.


in terms of econs, this is what school does to me :(

10 things i did today:

1. i woke up late.
2. ate wangwang and lakerol during bio.
3. failed to come up with ideas for my PI.
4. Fb-ed and twitter and msn during break.
5. Got my cert and $20 border gift card during assemble (*shy*) -i actually blanked out on stage.
6. joined inter-house captain ball (10S01 FTW!)
7. figured out an idea for PI!!!!
8. PLAYED POOL (L) cuesports.
9. watch coach play pool with ppl :)
10. ...drank red bull.

NOW TO PEE AII AND PROTEIN TUT ._.

janeh.

i know you weren't looking at me.
had a bout of feelings, but heck. i'm swimming on.
:) i'll be fine ^.^


#621{♥} dardar :)
Monday, April 12, 2010

OKAY I GOT MY CUE :D
I LOVE MY DARDAR!!!! ♥
KORKOR GET YOUR DEARDEAR SOON OKIE :D
lol. cues are loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :3

smexy deal. :)
i paid 85 bucks (including gst) for a initially $140 cue :)
I LOVE IT :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

& one thing, i'm deeply irritated by msn viruses ._.

&thanks loveeee :)

time to dateeeee my biology food test ._.
IM IN LOVE W/ BIO & I HATE MATH!!
so gonna skip math on thursday, for physio :)
yes, i book my appointments at strategic times and days.
math sucks :)

rmb my convo w/ the receptionist:
her: Wednesday okay?
me: no, i got cca.
her: thursday?
me: YESSAAAHHHHHHH! :) (Y) *thinks: can skip math xD*

look damn haggard right now :(
eye bags, dark eye rings. super panda.

my PI screwed. i need to redo.
DAMN.

I WANT POOL TTM :D

janeh.

i'm almost there :)


#620{♥} Insert.
Sunday, April 11, 2010

can't love me for who i am?
then scram.

can't brave through storms with me?
then scram.

weak, cowardly, useless, liar?
seriously, scram.

love me for who i am, and not who i am NOT.
love me for who i am, and not who you WANT me to BE.
love me for who i am, and not who you THINK i am.

love me cause i'm PEARLY, not someone from your ______ fantasies.
i'm NOT from a fairytale, i'm from reality.

that's all folks.
just wanted to rant that out.
been bugging me for quite a while =/


#619{♥} Pool reminds me of you..
Saturday, April 10, 2010

Hello humans :)
had an aweesomee day today :D
though my day started out pretty awful.

i woke up late, damn shag.
went to meet bryan korkor. (more like he came to find me)
and when he bought chocolate waffle, i realised my handphone charm broke off.
i was damn sad. lose so many important things alr, lose another one again.
searched everywhere but i couldn't find it at all :(
thanks bryan korkor for his shoulder this morning.
guess i finally snapped, i really wanted to cry.
i felt so stressed :(
everytime i blanked out, i would lose something.
well, rushed down to tiong bahru with nick and bryan.
played cooking mama. damn funny. nick keep suan ppl :D
well, walked to 3rd place :)

it's a pretty awesome place owned by a church.
DAMN AWESOME POOL TABLE!
and their house cues are the personal cue types. AWESOME LUHH!!! (L)
had pool clinic, learned more rules :)
made friends too :) w/ lucas and gibston :)
realised that the pool competition was an evangelistic event.
super scam ._. then the coach attempted to evangelise and prayed.
i drifted off after a while, short attention span ._.
after that we chao go clementi lunch, then went to west coast billard saloon play pool.
training for competition .___. and we were playing with potential opponent LOL ._.
wahhkaoo their pool table and house cue also AWESOOMMEEE :))) = personal cue!

Bryan, Pearly, Brandon, Gibston :)
Nicholas & lucas were at the next table :)
awesome cue :D

well played till 6 plus then went for kfc :)
then went home, reached abt 9 =/
GOT MY SHELF!!! :D (fixed it up yea!)
began reading plain truth. quite awesome :)
&GIBSTON SAID HE'LL TEACH ME TO IMPROVE MY POOL :DDD YAYE!

& i haven't gotten my cue stick D:
wiraka open till 2pm today :((((
hopefully by next week, so little time, so much to do.
i wish i had 48 hours in a day, so i can do my work and sleep for like 12h ._.

&THANKS KORKOR FOR THE BREADOU :)

service & doggy making tmr.
can't wait for monday :D
I'M GONNA RUN GONNA RUN GONNA RUN :)
though my knee hurts, but anything to get myself back in shape.

i'm a little hungry...
and looking at this...

doesn't help. chicken potato w/ cheese :D

well, i realised i express my feelings better w/ chinese,
and i feel secure writing backwards. (thanks for making me realise that.)

like my fb status is in cheena :
well, since you have forgotten me, guess it's time i forgot you too. time will heal all wounds. 忘了您的三分钟热度是最好的吧,反正一切都不重要了。 那些真正关心和爱护我的人一直在我身旁不断地支持和关心我,谢谢你们。 身边有你的每时每刻都很快乐,我切底感谢你, 但你走了,我该镇作起来,该放手了。。。 我存在都没意义了,希望您能开心。 爱,慧。

and my homework diary has my thoughts scribbled inverted.

cheena and inverted words are keeping me alive and sane.
wow. unexpected, esp CHEENA ._.

been listening to beautiful soul. (liked it from band hero :X)
really nice. somehow.. applies to how i feel too.
cause i dont follow the up to-date-songs, only those that i can feel with and those i like ._.


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Ooooooo
Beautiful Soul, yeah
Oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
Yeah

well. not early. gonna 9am tmr morn.
ELHY will kill me if i oversleep ( i think). janeh!

pool reminds me of that time w/ you.
hurts.
and the (Y) part is that i can't stop playing pool, cause i love that game & i'm gonna be better!
hai. slowly ba... unbreak my heart (il divo?)



#618{♥} Lips of an angel.


Honey why are you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper ?cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late?


somehow... this song shows how i feel right now.



#617{♥} yatta. (L)
Friday, April 9, 2010

hello humans.

another awesome picture i got from tumblr :)
& you can guess, i updated again :X
quote-book:  valeriana
our God, is an AWESOME GOD :)

i never knew sanity was something so hard to keep .__.
or perhaps, i've been spared from it for 1year&5months.
going out with the cheery and lame personality, and coming home to let out the emo side.
(despite the fact i do space out and emo when i'm out. but that happens usually when i'm sick and tired. or totally troubled.)
keeping myself in one piece has never been so hard before.
i guess i'm probably tired of fighting, fighting to stay alive and everything.
very often i wish i could just let go, pray so hard that i can stop fighting soon.
but such wishes and prayers don't come true.
i'm still fighting really hard, and i'm really really tired...

school's damn tough for me. i must admit.
people have told me that upper primary was super tough, it didn't feel that way.
people told me that secondary school is crazy, it wasn't that bad, in fact i enjoyed it.
and the irony was that, some people told me that J1 was kinda relaxed (& later i realised that person was in the arts stream. wth duh luh ._.), and this time, it was wrong.
J1 IS DAMN TOUGH. (in science stream).
i'm struggling so hard to stay afloat, but i keep sinking.
i can't do my math at all, and the questions look so alien.
worst still, in secondary school, some things taught are false, so now i'm confused between what's true and what's not.
super suck ._.

well, at the least the weekends are here now.
i need a break.
and next week will be PEE-AII week. i know i'm procrastinating, but i just don't have the mental energy to start on it.
i stoned at my math for 1 hour and gave up. i cried on my math ._.
so troubled, so stressed. oh Lord, save me, please...

my mum wants to bring me to malaysia during june for a holiday.
but i know if i go there i also be saikang only.
plus i have mid years after the june holidays, can i even afford to spend the time overseas and at the cost of extra lessons?
i don't know.
mum says i need a break, but there's just no time for a break.

i need math tuition. something i never wanted. but i'm left with no choice.
i could pia in sec 4 thanks to sarojini, but now i have no one, just a lousy eccentric math teacher.
.__. he sucks totally. damn. mdm goh sucks too. my studies are gonna die. really must 靠 myself alr ._.

PE today really really sucked.
we did shuttle run + shuttle run training.
butt kick and knee lifts = super spastic.
then sprints. my knee almost died. after a few sprints i really wanted to die from the pain alr,
not exactly because of sprinting, but the braking and bending to pick up the bean bag ._.
final blow came in when i did the last shuttle, the track was so "slippery" and i slid when picking up the beanbag, and the first thought that came was "#$%^&!", then still must run back, pain like crazy ._.
limpedddd to cafe to get lime joose :X (ended PE late ._.)
and i saw.... someone.
tried so hard not to stare, cause i shouldn't, as i know, he has someone else alr.
so stare into blank space, bearing with the sharp pain in my knee and the searing pain in my heart.
just... took a glance and walked off for GP...
*ouch*
well, i probably flunked the compre test.
yes it was hard, and the (Y) part was that i couldn't concentrate on the test.
my brain was so tired, and everything was "answer in your own words as far as possible".
super-dee-duper affected by things going on ._.

well, at least something good happened today.
got a memo from mrs rajasegar that i got 3rd place for the essay i wrote for english week.
(and nicholas just had to say: "skarrly only 3 people join ._." skarrrly true jiu damn sian ._.)
waaaaa ._. i guess that would be one of the last descriptives i will write... now only argumentative.
used to abhor the thought of writing them, but thanks to miss lim's write 14 compo in 14 days order last year, i was forced to write descriptive and fell in love with writing them.
remembered that she commended me for the sentosa essay :) can sell to sentosa alr.
i'll miss writing descriptives.. well maybe.. i'll write when i'm free, if i'm ever free.

well. i lost my nobel house shirt today :(
so pissed, i blanked out and it was gone, just like the way i lost my w880i 2 years back.
and it's around the same date somemore .____.
IM SO GONNA GET ANOTHER ONE ON MONDAY >:(
my darling nobel shirt who has gone through thick & thin with me, IMY :(
guess i'll just wear the POLO house shirt for now :(
(don't want wear byron, can see through ._.)

&went to bryan kor's house to play band hero and guitar hero today w/
eugene (SISTER!), brandon (GFF :X) and Hanjun (salty warrior) :D
left ard 8 plus hahahahahha :D guitar's awesome.
(P.S. ESTHER I CAN REACH THE GUITAR KEYS.. for guitar hero :X)

my weekends are damn packed, and i dont have much homework so thank God.
but.. i heard there's another math test next week.

saturday:
1. play basketball w/ bryan. no time :( sleep x.x
2. go amk / whereever have goody towels to buy towels to make doggy plush. (no woofy, not a rival for you.)
3. meet nicholas for pool training
4. meet 11.50am @ outrum park station for cue training.
5. 12- 2pm cuesport training.
6. (tentative) meet cg @ airport 3.30pm.
7. Get cue stick from wiraka.

Sunday:
1. 9 am service
2. Cg lunch
3. plush making lesson.

._______.
i'm super (dead) woman ._.

think i going to sleep soon after playing pool master (it finally loads properly, been trying for many many days D:)

gonna jog after school on monday. (IT HAS RAINED COWS AND CHICKEN FOR 2 WEEKS >:( )
then tuesday PE probably jog again.
watashiwa superwoman desu! ._.
i need to train up my stamina, my fitness is dropping. time to get back in shape. :)
taekwondo next week, hopefully :D


janeh.

somehow, i just can't get @purity off my mind.
& i have to. i've tried my best to hold on, but everything, including you tells me to let go.
i was just a fool to have believed in you. :) at least i learnt, i'm a problem :)


#616{♥} blank.

HAPPY 17th♥ :)



#615{♥} ihy flirty ass.
Thursday, April 8, 2010

WARNING, THIS BLOG POST HAS EXTREME EMO CONTENT.
PRESS THE CUTE RED (X) IF YOU HAVE ANY ALLERGIES. ._.
Jeez is: SCHOOL's TOUGH ; Life loves throwing shit at you ._.

i like this picture :B (tumblr has awesome stuff :D)
i know the words are harsh and all, but somehow, the darker side of me connects with this.
2 personalities, the darkdark one who i try to suppress, and the ":D:D random&lame me".

not tomato sauce, not red paint, stop trying to delude yourself, it's blood.
another photo edit i made with photoshop and paint.
the only modifications made are the shiny gradient and border backgrounds.
the rest are bona fide.

once again, paint FTW :)

well, a lot has been happening these two weeks.
and due to all these things, haven't been able to concentrate during lessons.
when i'm so tired, i drift off.
when i'm troubled, i drift off.
when i'm in deep thought, i drift too.
when i start tearing, i drift off too.
generally, my life sucks.

i feel so distracted, so pissed, so whatever.

i won't be typing everything here, cause i know i shouldn't and i wouldn't.
but i wouldn't hesitate giving a piece of my mind.
just a random scenario from my whole train of thoughts.
.____________.

here goes nothing.

" true love will not be deterred by obstacles, if it were even love, you wouldn't give up so easily. (SHIT I'M STILL TRYING TO BE TACTFUL. my brain aint processing what i want to type ._.) if you really loved me, you would have loved me for whoever i was, you would have braved through every difficulty and barrier that stands before you. it amuses me a lot, when guys run away when i show them a little darkness. cowards, fools, whatever. nothing in life is going to be bloody smooth sailing, you want to sail a boat? go to the sea, don't look for me. (and i assure you that the sea is choppy too.) "problems", guess your love wasn't strong enough to brave through that. all your feeble proclamations came to nought. "i love you", "i want to date you", "i want to be with you", "i will never leave you". i believed in you, i trusted in you, but at the end of the day you proved me wrong. i know you have someone else now, but you just had to tell me "you're not the only one", why bother to be so tactful since you're gonna hurt me and have hurt me anyway? i won't believe any of you anymore. take that i'm a bloody fool who believed that a flirty playboy flirty wouldn't flirt and fool around. and the dumbest part was that i really loved you. i can't help but say i'm disappointed, i can't but help but feel fking hurt. two weeks before, i was really happy, and i thank you for those happy times. but the past two weeks were total hell, i cried almost every other day, i couldn't do anything well. the fkg false hopes you gave me. i don't really know what to say anymore. if you really loved me, you wouldn't have a change of heart so fast. yes, i love you, but i'll get over you someday. take care, and i wish you future happiness with whoever you're chasing/on your mind now. with love, wisdom."

i can't stop crying now,
lot of thoughts are rushing through my head now.
memories and other things too.
i can't type them down, i don't feel secure enough.
the past two weeks have been really tough, and monday & today has been the worst of all.

thanks to those who have been walking me through this tough time.
i love you guys.
:)

i feel like ///ing again.
feel bloody horrible.
don't feel like doing anything more.
studies are horrible, everything's so tough.
pool is a terrible sport for me to vent my anger, all i do is miss cue.
i miss playing basketball, whenever i was angry, i just ran on adrenaline and hatred and thrashed whoever i was against.
now i can't do anything, only bottle up and suffer in silence.
I'M GOING TO PLAY BASKETBALL TMR. & I WONT HESITATE MOWING DOWN WHOEVER WHO STOPS ME. AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHETHER I BREAK A LEG OR NOT.

&only in such times, you know who your true friends are.

....can't stop crying. hurting like shit. hurting like shit.

janeh.


#614{♥} perhaps.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010

perhaps, you were special to me, but i was never special to you...
:)

/////////slash.


#613{♥} &run away ; escape.

Hello humans.
updated my tumblr.. for the xxxth time.
i hearts quote book :)

"Maybe there are no right moments, right guys, right answers…maybe you just have to say whats in your heart!" (via quote book)

i like this quote, but somehow, i prefer yesterday's quote more.
right moments, right circumstance, right people, right answers...
RIGHT HAND.
such things are often blown out of proportion.
why must everything be right? why can't one just follow their heart?
amuse me further.

well, this sums up my beetroot day.

how deep is one's love? The concentrated red one? or the diluted translucent pink?
bairy beetroot. ._.

&this is cute.

elephant and elephant ♥

been trying to tire myself out, so that i won't think too much.
supposed to run only 2.4km for PE, but i ended up running 3.2km.
wanted to cap it at 4km but i didn't have the time.
been resting quite a lot, but my knee's not recovering either.
i don't think i really care anymore.
pain has been the thing that has stayed with me through thick and thin. irony.

guess, i'll just exercise my abs (in fat hope to develop pacs) and perhaps my arms too.
but that will be after i finish my biology practical and biology lipids essay :(

something happened today, but i don't know whether to be happy or sad.
now it just feels so numb that i don't really feel anything anymore.
but.. today was special i guess, but shortlived.
i guess, that special moment was all i needed.

well. thanks to those who have been by me.
namely, Bryan, Nicholas, Brandon & Leon.
You guys are awesome people. :)
and ESTHER LIM HUEY YIING ♥ i never forget you :D
just give me some time okay? i'll explain to you when things settle. love you ♥ muackxz.

cuesports tmr. :3
wheeee. &thurs i wanna play pool outside the sanctuary :D
can't wait.
janeh ♥

confusion. and the best part, GP lecturer said that youths are confused people. HOW TRUE.


#612{♥} ouchxzx.
Monday, April 5, 2010

“Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. The real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away could be so much easier.”
-poeticheartache on tumblr.

updated my tumblr. reblogged quite many posts.
feeling total shit now. well actually since this morning.
been trying to hide everything by being spastic, crapped up or 'happy'.
stare into blank space very often, and tears just well up in my eyes.
was doodling on my homework diary. more like penning down my thoughts.
now it's literally a homework diary - for homework and for diary.
and somehow, i feel more secure writing inverted/mirror image.
i see more thoughts compared to homework, is that a good thing or a bad thing?
at some point of time, i got sick of writing and felt nauseous. ._.
been popping down painkiller on empty stomach w/o water too.
gonna keep pushing on, i'll survive, i hope.

had a really bad start this week today.
i can barely stay attentive in lessons, and my attention span gets shorter and shorter.

crystal making wasn't that fantastic.
just stir stir and tadaaa ._. tmr still need find crystal seed ._.

uploaded somemore pics from my phone.
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woofy gloomy phany
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&me.


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Copper (II) sulphate

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wenshan staring at the beaker and stirring.
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saturation!
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:)
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many crystals :)
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see the heart shape? even copper (II) sulphate is out to hurt me.
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very obvious hor. it's cute. but hurts. :(

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yup thats all for crystal making.

couldn't jog today again D:
sucks man ._. it poured during econs.
i'm like deterred from running for 2 weeks due to rain ._.
shit babe. i'm gonna run after PE tmr if possible D:

i feel damn awful now.
but i still gotta face my homework.
byebye.

...someone else?
YAY. shoulda have told me in the beginning.
if it were love, there wouldn't be two, or more.
naive. tsktsk. i guess i finally opened my eyes to this ugly world once more.
thank you. perhaps, not.



#611{♥} oh. contrasting.
Sunday, April 4, 2010

leon@progressless.com said (12:29 AM):
*you see..
leon@progressless.com said (12:30 AM):
*people become christians because they believe God will provide them with joy and peace. they want to get out of the hectic world they're in. And find peace in the Lord. When Jesus was leaving, He said "My Peace, I leave with you.
leon@progressless.com said (12:31 AM):
*It is really His Will for you and me and all of us to have Peace and Joy. Not to go back to what we were and experiencing no transformation at all.
*So Pearly, I just hope that you will start having joy in life =)

& as he thought i was offline when i wasn't..

LamedHeySamechNun says:
*you bruff my peelings! =((
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*Awww sorry apple
*ur bare and oxidised naos
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*yay!
*is that a good thing?
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*poor apple
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*it's not really nice to be bare
*=\
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*you are no longer the doctor's nemesis
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*O_O
*nooO~~
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*awwww :3
*poor apple
*dont worry
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*Eat me!
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*wear back your peels and scare the doc away!
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*End my nakedness
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*._.
*EE. porn ._.
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*walao
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*anw it'll make u more bare
*more bear
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*apple also got porn one ah
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*OO BEAR SCARY APPLE!
*idk
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*rawr
*omnomnomnomnom
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*the apple munched itself. wait. i thought bears are carnivore!! beary apples are herbivores~
*wait cannibals ._. they eat themselves
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*that doesn't make any sense
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*yeah it makes dollars, cents to little :D
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*yay! I'm rich.
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*no im the rich one :D conc apple joose.
*swallowed the goose
*who slapped the moose!
*._.
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*and is on the loose
*he's got a bruise
*and yet not a douche
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*it ate some glue
*and started to moo
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*and then started to poo
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*and doc said NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
*and the nurse went boo
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*so did the grass of the fields
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*HAHAH :D
*who got it's food! (fertiliser)
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*and it was good
*and then Dog's named boo
*and the man shout "noob!"
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*and the dog went WOOF
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*and the food said :"Hey yo! Watch your foot"
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*the eye went nooooooop!
*and rolled to the loo.
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*and the loo was full of poo
*looks like somebody had a bad poop
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*awwww so sad, we need a noonnoo (u know the vaccuum cleaner from teletubbies)
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*LOL!
*No not a noonnoo!
*All we need is a man who puts
*puts his finger down on the button of gloom
*where waves of liquid flows to a bloom
*321 and the toilet went BOOM
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*and ris low came by, the poop landed on her bonnet, while she was playing a cornet. and she went.... "BOOMZ!"
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*"Oh shingz!" Ris Low howled
*"It doesn't even rhyme" Leon says!
*Now on to Pearly yo!

WELL.... the last portion of live feed.

LamedHeySamechNun says:
*hairy potter
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*HE NEVER SHAVE D:
*hairy pottty
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*because he uses magic
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*YIER
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*ala balaba
*then all the hair falls
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*OMG! HE NEEDS BEIJING 101 NAOS
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*balaba ala!
*hair grows back
*now he's hairy again =)
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*._.
*he need to be more specific
*like ala balaba... ARMPIT!
LamedHeySamechNun says:
*oh
*that one generic one
*whole body
*hahhaa
Pweawy!(: (L)ELHY! says:
*lol
*hairy noob
*dumberdoll more pro
*"ala bala.... HUH?"



HAHAHAHAHAHA.
thanks stoneface. (leon = lamedheysamechnun ._.)
this is called the progression of serious to lame.
leon, you are no longer @progressless ._. HAHA.
(Y) a laming partner :D


....but it still hurts. HAHA. :(



#610{♥} Save me.
Saturday, April 3, 2010

._. Hello humans.
Pweawy is currently a zombie D:
woke up from 4 hours of sleep and i'm still uber tired.
in quite a bad mood as well. rawr.

well. uploaded many peektures from my phone.
here goes:

Yesterday's Pool Session @ Leisure Cue:

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gloomy plays pool w/ claw :D

pufferfish and suckerfish came over. :D uber spastic.

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shy pufferfish :X
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CUTE RIGHT :D woofy boy w/ ribbon looks like miffy girl w/ ribbon :D
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TODAY's Pictures:

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phany & pink balloon :D

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HA daddy wear swimsuit :D
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In clockwise direction: fries, bun, chicken cutlet, mashed potato (YES IT's FRIED -.-)

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I just a feeling ELHY will kill me for this. D:
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:D

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THIS IS AWESOME :D
looks like i'm resorting to white chocolate to chase away the blues.

THE EVENT:
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Clockwise: Egg white, egg yolk, egg shell. POOR EGG ._.

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somehow i don't really have the mood to type anything out.
jeez of yesterday was that i went to play pool.
then when i went home my father kbkp say pool place is bad.
but i gg bochup lah duh, i in cuesport leh.
thn he say i can only go play pool during cca, no way man.
I heartts pool :D
last time he also say cannot go arcade wht, i go 4 yrs liao also boh tai ji.
really, WTH mans. -_-
then now that stupid little woman can also go arcade d lorh.
seriously, you people suck. #$%^! (not vulgar lah stupid, just exasperated.)

well, not digressing into stupid issues like that.
pool was pretty okay. i realised i seldom plot ball when i play.
so must keep remind myself that i play is not just to hit 1 ball in, is to hit more.
so must position ball.
won nick 2/3 times, but he cfm give chance to me de lor ._.
4 plus my dad called kpkb luh, then tell me be home by 5.
seriously. sucks.
so nick, bryan, bran and I went to mac grab bite.
bought event stuff at shing shiong and OTAH.
cabbed back.

slacked at home w/ puffer and sucker.
roflmaos.

at night chiong event stuff till 2-3am.
sleep and woke up super shag luh.

then morn realised i missed out one part,
chiong again.
._.
best is in the end, i nv implement it. Z.Z
was almost late after editing so chiong luh.
cabbed down to FSS w/ luke.
set up and everything.
headache like siao ._. cause last min got a lot of glitches.
well expected d lor, event always nv go on track de ma.
so modified the course due to the terrain plus limited space.
latecoming and everything, then was behind time.
jialat :D
but yeah thanks for supporting me, trigger.
i think i really sucked D: sucked big time :(

lunch at 326 w/ luke, ELHY, brandon.
halfway eating it rained.
so the rainwater spray at us, and we still sit there (Y).
camwhore. :D (obvious from the pictures above and in FB LOL)
&whenever we wanted to go, it rained harder. :X
well, eventually got home.
plonked on the bed and fell asleep for 4 hours straight.
i didn't even have the energy to shower, plus my knee was aching like crazy.
didn't wear knee guard while running around the whole day duh. -_-
woke at 7 super groggy, showered, dinnered, blah.
think my body cmi alr, super super super tired.
I can't even think straight, the heartache isn't helping at all.
i'm hurting real bad.
..cause something happened today. yeah.

uploaded photos on FB.
(& the stupid me gave elhy the wrong email to login to my fb ._.)
yeah, you're right, i really am an idiot. :)
updated my http://ilovepweawy.tumblr.com/">Tumblr.
think i will post there more often too, can find pictures to reblog that suits my mood too.

kaewon:  quote-book:  submitted by talkplaylove
i don't really know what to do anymore.
it really hurts this time.
fuck promises. i hate them.

yeah. one vulgar. i'm trying. :(
well, God loves me and i know that.

i know my fb,twitter and blog has been damn emo lately.
very troubled & very stressed too :(

pearly, you're an epic fail.
when are you gonna do anything right?

...damn affected now.
bad headache, whatsoever.
i don't want monday to come.
i need to pia homework tmr.
i don't know what to do anymore.

gonna run 3km on monday after school.
prolly w/ bran & bryan.
super frustrated. prolly 6 round jog and 1 round sprint ba.
thn cannot walk home. leg pain better than heart pain la duh.
plus, fitness dropped badly since my knee got injured.
since it isn't gonna recover, i dont care alr ._.
i miss netball. but cuesports is love nows.

janeh.

...i need a life, no i need a knife.
hurhurhur...


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