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disillusioned.
Sunday, June 29, 2008

emotions : Emo.
state: Crying.
awaits : Nothing.
wants: Sharp object.
for: Poking a psycho asshole.

right,that was random.
but since i had time, decided to post something short yep :X

yesterday's dinner at Kushim-bo was not really good. :X
yeah. ate till quite full.
went to carrefour to find black straight cut FBTs but it seemed to be out of stock :(
sad. but at least can still order from yihui's supplier :D
and TOYSR'US rocks okay :D LOLS :X
yeah. reach home really late :X
called onichan and fell asleep. LOL :X

and today.
going to spend it with Bao and Kingkong. :D
to piakkk homework. and do whatever leisure activities to destress :D
yup. Guess they are coming over sooner or later.

&& "My heart didn't skip a beat, it just stopped."


can say i don't feel too good right now. (in fact, really bad :X)
but am not going spoil my good friends' day with a frown.
and neither mine.
so. a smile it shall be.
they'll brighten up my day.
i'm sure of that.
so ciaos! ^^V


Friday, June 27, 2008

I LOVE YOU.
i just had to say these three little words.
i don't want to bottle it up anymore.


F-R-I-D-A-Y <33333

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and i'm sososososososososososooooo tired .__.
and fk. i sprained my right arm :X cannot function properly. :(((
painpainpainpain. :X
argggblehblehblehbleh. Got to training my shooting from scratch alr :X
i'm losing the f-e-e-l~

well. today's healthy lifestyle was funfunfunfun :D
i x333 endurance run ohkays xD
LOLS. ran with charsiewbao and kingkong :X
wait at traffic light until want die lerhs :X
completed within 16 minutes. not too bad la :X
tiredtiredtired. :X am sooo sleeepyy!!! f5!

thn had humanities. :D
uber good lesson :D
x333 miss chen alotalot!

chemistry was so.. whatever.
i still don't get that topic.
shucks. why so like that? You that periodic table are my bestie!!!
so i'm going to know you well oK!! :D

math had that test on arc and sector area thingy.
ohmytian. i don't want to flunk it :X
*keeps fingers crossed*

chinese extra lesson every friday :X
why so repay :(
now school ends at 2pm on fridays. I NO LIFE LE LAH!!!
did that paper which mdm oh described as "sec 2 level".
and i wonder. why the fk i can score okay marks for hcl,
and score really really bad marks for normal CL.
if i flunk that paper, think i can go die le :X
*keeps fingers crossed vv tightly*

well. guess only one sentence sums up my emotions.
"I thought you were the one who understood my feelings best, yet i was wrong from the beginning"

why so emo.. why so..
little miss emo! ^^
LOLS.
think i gg maple with shao quan le.
so byebye :D


T-I-R-E-D!!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008

damndamndamndamndamn.
haven't finished my homework. -.-
and i don't intend to.
i barely have the energy to keep my eyes open :X
slept at 2 plus ytd. -.- so only 4 hours of sleep :(((

today's school was okay? :X
had a really really good laugh during biology. (trying hard not to sleep -.-)
laughing at the pronunciation mistakes the teacher was making.
like.. DEAD: "the xylem cells are 'DAD'. -.-" <-i never knew my dad was a xylem -.-
and... Phloem: "The 'PHLEGM' ..." <- never knew plants could get a cough.
okay i know i'm like.. SO BAD. =x
but yeah. the lesson was rated: retarded.
her teaching style is really bad.
one day i'll just flunk bio and dig my own grave.
and you know when that will happen?
www.waitlonglong.com
somehow now... i really wished Mrs Tee was here :(((
TEA TIME!!!!! ^^ x3333
miss her teaching x 1000000000000000000000.
that time she around never cherish her, now she gone...
失去后才会珍惜。太迟了吧...
just have to get used to the new teacher's atrocious pronunciation + omfg teaching methods and pass my biology with goodgood marks!

today's training was okay.
thought i cannot make it with the amount of energy i had,
but i survived :D it was rather fun lahhs. -.-
met bao after training. he waiting so longs :X
taught me the cube layering method of 4x4.
lend my cube to wl. kukubanana! :(
don't bring tmr ah.. i kick kick kick kick youu :X lols.
i are not lovesick. (as in not lovesick for cube..) i are CUBESICK!

LOLS. and i just camwhored the cute stitch M gave me.
its like sitting on the swing :X
actually. he is sitting on his head on the swing LOLS.
ok that was random. stupidly random. :X

rather down currently :((
its like... nvm. i shouldn't expect anything.
the past few days have been hell. and i'm just going to say goodbye to those days.
*WAVES!!!!* (Velocity of waves = Frequency x Wavelength)

Pearly slaps ______ with a ultra smelly tuna fish and tells _______ to fuck off :D

LOLS. some MSN thingy lols.
this one is a random thing :X random day today LOLS.
emoemoemoemoemoemo F5..

Pearly throws her homework into the D-U-S-T-B-I-N cause it said it was hungry!

harhharhharh! 好难笑 lah :X
think i'll be sleeping soon.
really really exhausted :((
more homework on the list *groans*
i swear i love the holidays. -.-
ciaos.


1.24am

its like 1.24 am in the morning alr =x
and i'm so sleepy!!!! :XXXX
i just finished my 859 word essay (:
maaaans it was... not easy :X [so much for a cheem and childish essay? :X]
and i still have a lot of work undone. :(
just wondering what is wrong with miss ng -.-
suddenly give so much maths that i'm gg mad alr.
today's gna be worse. 3 kinds of chemistry homework and 2 chinese papers.
and yeah. not excluding the homework that will be piled on as well.
man. i really need my sleep. tmr still got training. and that BEEP test.
like oh my tiannnnN! i just wish i could fall on the bed right this second. :X
well actually.. i'm going to :D
just wishing really hard that i'll scrape through training <- damn hate cans!
stress lah. .__. really scared i can't finish the mountain of homework due on Friday.
today's recess also gg no life liaos, must chiong math .__.
just thank GOD math is after recess!
emal.. yeah well. bio practical as well.
i want die of exhaustion liao le :X

还有,也因为你而烦恼。那天我只好静静地听你说话。不吭一声。
只要你开心,我就开心。 原本傻傻得相信你会带来幸福,但最后,始终是悲伤痛苦。
在这一刻,我只能说, 虽然我爱你,但爱也没什么意义了。
幼稚的我被所谓的“永远爱“敷衍好几次了。只能说,我没你想象得那么傻!
那走一步算一步吧。 只要天有定我们会在一起,怎么逃避也逃避不了的。
再次说,晚安,我爱你 >o<

yeah. some emotions written in chinese again :X
its 1.42am and i going to SLEEP right now.
so good night people! (/good morning :D)


school.SCHOOL. -.-
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

wahkaos! school reopen alr -.-
and yes, i have wasted my whole holidays away,
but it was a really really good break from the hectic school days ^^
and of course a time of intense mapling. (i know i should get a life =x)
LOLS. now got 4 maple chars in dagon alr :X
Deni (hermit), Denix (i/l mage), Venus2 (ranger), Halley (priest) :D

um yeah.
Monday was...b-o-r-i-n-g?
ok. actually S-L-A-C-K!
many many teachers never come, so like half the day free.
thank you to beijing band exchange ohkays :D
well. kinda screwed up in modulus and the arc and sector shit :X
so die lo :X

Tuesday. Was just as slack la. :D
Cause the Beijing flight delayed :X
and the teachers who went to Beijing were not around,
so yeah..
and YESYESYES!
the Xi' an trip was changed to SHAN DONG trip :D
wooooots :D i wanna go :D it's like even better than the Xi' an :D
WOOOOOT~~
shiok cans :D

and now my timetable like kns.
super busy :(
and Friday end school at 2pm to pay back for last term.
sian lah!!!! >.<
no more early dismissal :(
andand Chinese O-level orals on o4.o7.2oo8.
how ironic -.- i are goner ohkays -.-
and i have sent my phone for repair again!! -.-
tmd, so kns de lor. -.- keep gg to town for nth :O
thn only saturday can get back :(
LOL. hating my spare phone :(
cannot see all my contacts! badbad memory de lohs.
and yesterday so damndamn tired sleep for 12 hours.
thn didn't do homework :X diedie.
and got some spirit come disturb agn. (IRRITATING LAH!)
and today still tired but cannot sleep LOLS 0.o
today got a lot of work to complete. *BLEAH*

and saw this inspiring phrase on the library wall during humanities today
"In life, what sometimes seems to be the end is really a new beginning.."

yeah like that loh.
been rather low these two days for a reason..
yeah well. they aren't worth my tears. cause if they are, they have no balls to speak of.
this is life, and i'm living it, just the way it is (:
where the sun shines even in my darkest times.

got to go do my homework alr.
so byebye :D

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Friday, June 20, 2008


my darlings :D

came back from genting on tuesday :D
but was kinda lazy to update :X
i took like.. 1oo over pictures.
will upload them when i have the time :D

a meme from EDWARD

1.what disappoints you the most?
` something, ok. many things :X

2.what will you do when you get back your last chance?
` do it the right way.

3.what's your favourite things to do?
` using the computer,sleeping, cubing, tackling my 4x4 cube :D

4. do you think money can buy you happiness?
` not really :D

5. if you can have one dream to come through, what could it be?
` be able to finish my homework!

6. do you think you can survive without money ?
` NO.

7. what are you afraid to lose most ?
` Everything?

8. if i win $1 million, what will i do ?
` Donate some money to church, some to parents, buy a new computer, renovate room, psp, wii, Bible, and save the rest.

9. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
` Work and have a family.

10. list out three good point of the person who tagged you?
` funny,nice,loves the labwear! :D

11. what makes you happy?
` some things like friends and chocolates (:

12. if you are to choose between your happiness and your close ones' happiness, which will you choose ?
` It depends on the situation and the circumstances.

13. can a relationship last long?`
' depends. i know one that can last long. www.waitlonglong.com

14. if you have a superpower, what will it be?
` Teleport! :D (can save on travel cost and time!)

15. what to you think is the most important thing in your life?
` GOD :D

16. what does a friend mean to you?
` Somebody who i can be myself around them,share times weal and woe,and be able to forgive each other easily, and of course, be happy together :D

17. if you have a chance to change something wrong, what will it be?
` Exam grades, a breakup.

18. which friends of yours had the longest time u spent with?
` JEANETTE WONG

19. are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
` depends on the person and situation. a 80% chance that i wouldn't.

20. if you had to choose between you or your loved one to die, would you sacrifice yourself and saved your loved one ?
` depends. =x

Instructions: Remove one question and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 ppl in you list, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
Eight persons being tagged

TAKE THIS QUIZ IF YOU WISH :D

going to dagonms alr i guess.
src carnival tmr so gotta sleep early :D
post when i can, cause i have to rush out my homework as well.
ciaos! ^^

&marcuschoo,ILOVEYOU :D

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whatever.
Saturday, June 14, 2008

Do i look as if i care?
Ah. F-o-r-g-e-t-i-t LAH. _l_
i love friday the 13th,
but i hate saturday the 14th -.-
like so whatever?!
First qn, why i hate 14th.
its a fucking bad day _l_
honestly, i hate 15th even more. :X
well whatever, i frustrated right this moment till i can kick someone in the nuts and blah.
get me chocolates and i shall be fine :D
chocolates=emotional balancer :D
don't intend to taint this page with anymore profanities when i'm getting hot headed.

yesterday was a blahblahblah day :D
morning went for training at yishun.
define: waste time -.-
but not too bad for some bonding with fellow netballers :D
physical is dropping :( and my right leg got knee and ankle problem.
banana. -.-
and then met up with jeanette laogong, keef beef and ken.
lunch, ddr and five step thingy :D
and buy jeanjean mum de bday present :D
at night went to night safari.
not being sarcastic here. its really boring.
it is plain cheating tourist's $$$ for a really lousy trip.
apart from entrance fee, if you want to take a tram, its $10 per head.
and what do you see? very little animals -.-
the show wasn't that bad luh.
ate macs before gg home.

today was basketball cg and service.
dont want to talk abt basketball.
so kns mans. so tired until i got no energy shoot ball, thn my eyes half closed -.-
and cg was pretty ok. mama's back yeh :D
and service was goody goody :D
good message and also good seating partners :D
thn pak to with jeanette.
she went my house 见家长 :D she my laogong ma :D
i gging genting tmr, gg to miss her alotalot cans :D
iLOVEjeanettewong :D
my mum cooked baked rice xPP
my dardar jeanjean de favvv CHEESE! CHEEZU :D
after dinner watched a bit of mulan :D
then walked my laogong to bus stop and pei her wait for bus,
wait wait until no bus come. cute siah ^^
thn i go provision shop buy battery :D
thn walked laogong to the mrt station :D
she took train, and thn i go buy soap and lip balm for mum :D
tmr gg off at 5am or so.
so miss me people ^^ i'll be back on tuesday :D
gg maple? ^^ ciaos!

&mydear,
i'm sorry that i haven't been talking to you lately.
ever since the science camp, i've been stucked in a whirl of mixed emotions.
i've asked myself, time and again, how much do i love you?
and why do i love you?
yet everytime i try to think, i end up running away from the problem.
you know that emotional barrier i have,
i'm sick of broken relationships, sick of all the pain they caused me,
i'm really confused. :(
oh GOD, tell me, what should i do? :((

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Science Camp 2008 @ RP :D
Thursday, June 12, 2008


me & JiaXin :D


TC & me + the glove daddy & glove tc.


Us & Glove Family :D weiliang hiding behind the ahma xP


Us at the Microbacteria Lab :D with JOEL our team helper :D


Biofuel! ^^


This Machine Runs HOT :D


At the lecture hall before camp :D





Biofuel and stirrer+heater (uber cool cans :D)


me in lab wear ^^


The other riverside team and the professor? :D


Equipment!


Us & Biofuel!


Glove balloon ^^


Biofuel!


Teck and WL. (:


Slides!


Grandma glove! (weiliang's)


mummy glove! (shaoquan's)


daddy glove! (mine)


daddy glove with no expression =x




Daddy glove says "hiiiii~~" BBS (imminent symptom of bao building syndrome)


Daddy glove is cuteee! ^^


glove family portrait!


mummy glove + bao :D


tc glove :D


pulau semakau!






JOEL :D team helper + flirt =x























this windmill generates electricity for 12 lamposts in pulau semakau (:










WE GOT FIRST RUNNER UP! $200 ^^


yesterday's tea! this are baracuda + curry + bread :D


my plate :D


Map of Pulau Semakau :D






pyae!






glove family video (:


BACK FROM CAMP!!! yesterday :D
ohhmyygossshhh! It was the bestestbestest camp!
our team leader and team leader is JOEL & YUNI x3

Day 1
Reached RP :D
Registered and blahblahblah..
Placed our stuffs at Agora Hall 1.
Thn went for opening ceremony and tea :D
thn had the uber uber cool BIOFUEL workshop!
and we learnt how to make biofuel from oil.
and it is friendlier to the environment as compared to diesel oil :D
and it is cheaper too, above that, it is able to power vehicles :D
biofuel ftw ohhkays :D
after the workshop, we had dinner :D yumyum.
actually, dinner + movie :D
its about sharks + shark fin and blahblah.
i don't want sharkfin le LOLS. so cruel :(
& that joel ah... keep gg flirting LOLS!
and instead of watching we playing truth or dare LOL.
and yeah. said something really dumb. and i kinda regret it. :(
whatever. then we had group discussion :D
Games, supper thn bedtime.
mike damn teesiao cn. so pissed off la ._.

Day 2
Woke up in the morning :D
breakfast. then two workshops :D
the microbacteria and the uv thing workshop.
thn went to pulau semakau.
riverside started zi highing :D
thn ferry to semakau :D
took a ride around semakau :D
pictures pictures! pyae pls post on class blog :D
and thn had an interesting presentation :D
semakau uber cool :D
thn dinner and games at RP.
discussion. chionged like _l_.
in the end done lols :D
sleep :D

Day 3
wake up like damn early can. -.-
6am. :((( uber tired.
breakfast was a bigbig burger with bigbig patty and egg :D
delicious. :D thn took a bus to sungei buloh. sleeping LOLS.
the sungei buloh trip was b-o-r-i-n-g. :X
not paying attention lah. so sianz. -.-
thn back to RP on bus. sleeping again :X
LOLS :D thn ate nasi lemak, half an hour later chicken rice.
-.- like i didnt eat the chicken rice? xP how to eat, i not piG!
thn presentation
Nanyang girls was inpressive :D
skit, ppt, model :D of course they got first :D
and St Gabriel's was veryvery interesting :D ("biggest team" made of 2 ppls :X)
Raffles got third :X *yatta*
and... our presentation went okay, i was like uber nervous, leg was trembling :X
but yeah i survived :X and we got...... SECOND :D $200 cash prize xDD

yep. thn debrief, camp pics, blahblahblah.
went to play bball :D
drank bubbletea & went home to sleep :D

and have been playing maple th whole day.
fking dropped from 70 to 13 twice.
i just dc-ed 5 mins ago at 8.20pm, so i wonder if i rollback again,
if yes, screw you mans GM!!! >=(
yeah well. gg log-on now,
ciaos.


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