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//you were never worth it. -- SMILE (:
Wednesday, April 30, 2008

hm. i think today should be filled post.
-.- should be my last post until the mid year exams are over.
um yes. i've been a moody and random person today.
and very moody yesterday.
sorry to anyone out there if i have hurt their feelings.

well maybe i shall post up the pictures from teck chuan's birthday celebration yesterday.
AT GELARE :D













































































pictures from various sources: class blog + shao quan
*phone died before i could take pics :( *
LOL. Once again happy 15th birthday to 3/4 chairman on 29.04.2008!!! :D


Cj7 are cuteees!


Figurine Teck Chuan. (fyi: handmade!!!! with ♥, meeee :D ) LOL! cute right!!!


Teck Chuan waves heeellooo :D

injection wasn't bad.
thanks to WH who pei-ed me go. :X
the needle went in that time quite shiok la. *sadistry*
thn the doctor/nurse took his time to inject.
so gentle (: thanks :DD
went out of the room laughing.
before that paul was like counting how many people was before him. cute la.
a few minutes ago, 5. then omg!!!! 2~ LOLS. thn his turn liao, thn mine.
funny la :D thn chionged to Gelare.
my left arm was like.. suan + tong. *ate to much lemons*
woosh. sing song. thanks to gelare manager give us lotlot discounts (:
*walks out of gelare after footing the bill*
*wl smash cake on teck chuan face* <- fyi ice cream cake.
omg la. so chocolateeyyy :D poor teck =X
thn we went basketball-ing!!!
and home-ed :D

*feels super lethargic and unwell*

today was one day of school which i hated =/
miss lee was leaving too. :(
sad!!!!!!
well. i like IMPREZAs. she like NISSIAN FAIRLADY.
wow. she's into cars!!! :D x33s I MISS YOU MISS LEE PC (pei ci). ♥
sadsad. :( LOL. almost fell asleep during chemistry due to some stupid reasons.
i really dont prioritise. i did what i should have done earlier later .__.
well i scraped through the day,
and yes. BASKETBALL & STP (:
went home after that. :) *lugs 3 science tb + Amath tb + files+ personal file (damn thick)*
yesyes. :D signed up for science camp :D
its like after Xi an trip. ohh exciteddd :DD
but saded cant go Malaysia with the chichi-s. parents ahh -.-
mm yeahh. got hit many times on my left arm today.
define: damn pain!!!! :(
#1 hit by shimin darlinqq
#2 poke by gek ling
#3 banged by kelvin
#4 poked hard by shaoquan
++many more.

and yes.
finally,
a quiz from JIELIN's blog :D

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
-Above 25, less than 30. :X

2) Study hard or play hard?
-BOTH!! :D

3) Who is the person you trust most?
-MEMEMEMEME :DD (ummm..) jeanette laogong ♥

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
-okok lahh. -.-

5) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-um. truelove and long term happiness (: of course with my friends and family, and my future love :D

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-ohhh yes :D rainbow highlighters are lovee too :X

7) What is your goal for this year?
-Pass all exams, become more mature, grow taller, drink more wintermelon tea, basketball improve, love, friends, etcetc!

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
- from GOD, yes. from humans, let me trust you first uhhuh? =X

9) Have you broken someone's heart that he or she tried to commit suicide?
-hopefully NOT.

10) What feeling do you love most?
-LOVE. duh.

11) What are your requirements from your other half?
-umm. forever love, care&concern, of course understanding and treat me good good :D make me happy toos :D

12) What feeling do you hate the most?
-Rejection, heartbreak, failure.

13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-YESYESYES :D

14) DO you believe in GOD?
-Yes. He's my Father, Lord and Saviour. ♥

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-everything?

16) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-my girlfriends! most importantly, JEANETTE laogong ♥

17) Whose your best friends?
-Jeans, Ceddy, Lukey? :X

18) Who cares for you the most?
-God, Family, Close friends, friends, torty. =X hopefully, him.

19) Who are the people whom you love the most?
-GOD, family, best friends, and of course HIM :D

20) Do you believe he will love you one day?
-well, i wonder. guess i believe. :X

**Instructions**:Remove one question from below,and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 question, and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have my blessings from all i have tagged:
♥Charmaine-http://herstripystockings.blogspot.com
♥Shimin-http://and-icried.blogspot.com
♥Sherilyn-http://www.sheril-me-lyn.blogspot.com
♥Huiming-http://www.disco-de-retro.blogspot.com
♥Tavin-http://www.tavin-happy.blogspot.com
♥Jeanette-http://brain-in-use.blogspot.com
♥Ken-http://simple-life-here.blogspot.com
♥Lloyd-http://smurfing-good.blogspot.com

:D done!!
ciaos!
and good luck for MYES people!!! ♥

//no matter how much i try to deny it,
ilo♥eyou, my boy.
waiting for you till the sky falls.
*chicken little*


thTCicon
Monday, April 28, 2008

well i was a little bored.
and yeah. created the TC icon.
paint is so hard to use.
spent around 20 minutes figuring how to draw it in the less messy way.
and the end product!!!
look down!!



THE TECKCHUAN ICON --copyrighted 28.04.2008 pearly.♥
cute right :D
well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TECKCHUAN IN ADVANCE :D 29.o4.2oo8 :D
smiles (:
ciaos people!


happy 190th.

i'm emo.
yes i am. -.-

my world just collapsed. -.-
for some stupid reasons.
#1 I have an injection tmr. T.T
#2 Miss Ng has just given us 6 Maths papers. (VERY BIG present indeed)
#3 I am falling asleep in front of the computer.
#4 I'm feeling depressed.
#5 Craves for livetime supply of chocolates and wintermelon tea.
#6 Wants a biiiigg HUG.
#7 I need 50 hours in a day.
#8 Miss Lin leaving and she cried.

LOL.
i have an injection. that idiotic NINE letter-ed word i fear. dumb flu jab -.-
my world has fallen.
what if the needle breaks *fainted*
and the 6 maths papers are staring a me.
and the crocodile waves at me. "Homework is DELICIOUS".
and yeah. feeel pretty bad about miss lin leaving.
I'LL MISS YOU :D JIAYOU!
the class was rather chatty and noisy.
made miss lin sad :( and she gave us candies :D
thank you Miss Lin.
MallowBLAST strawberry&grape & M&M peanut and milk.
all LOVESS ♥
umm yeah. having a class discussion now on MSN so funnn!
maybe counting down with mr teck chuan :X
LOLS. happy mugging people. :D
tuning back to study mode.
so ciaos!

when i needed you by my side, you were never there for me.


iambusy.
Sunday, April 27, 2008

its been a LONGGG weekend ._.
and i am freaking tired
but i cant sleep.
i have a composition to submit by twelve midnight.
damn.
yesterday was a neutral day,
though many things happened.
things that incurred my hatred was solved,
thanks to the response for the service.
indeed God is working in us.
School was decent.
tiring though.
rather on form in basketball.
and i'm loving it. at least i don't feel as lousy now,
but i do miscalculate. and i hate that :X
choppers have disadvantages too.
tyko shots are rather a rarity,
either in, or miss really badly. :X
did homework once again.
staring at the earlier list, no more procrastinating was required.
talked on the phone till idk what time,
yet am unbothered.
sometimes, there are a lot of things i dont want to care about,
nor do i care, yet it bothers me.
i dont want to say it out loud (obviously)
but all i can say is, i will never turn back.
and i will not reveal the innermost thoughts. (dig man. .__.)
i know, but all i can say is, ignorance is bliss.
what you dont know, is an advantage at times,
for curiosity kills the cat.
and i kill you. .__. what i may be thinking can kill anyone mentally xP
*LETHAL SUBSTANCE*= bubbletea :X
and today.
was a very fun day.
met BaO and cookie and went to yew tee foodcourt with my parents :D
eateateat :D (ltr become PIG)
thn went back.
study frm 12pm-7pm ==''
teck chuan came in the middle :X around 6pm :D
chiong the stack of homework.
want die le. :X
thn they stayed for dinner.
& dad cooked prawn noodles.
I ♥ my dad!! :DDDD
woots. thn taiteee-ed :D
now i am chionging a compo which i have to submit before twelve midnight.
saded. so take care people :D
schools tmr. damnnn :X
i are feeling tired. and weird.
confusion is a sucker. fullstop.
well all want to say is. i tried loving, yet it always slapped me back in the face.
you can ask me what is trust? all i say is idk!
sounds rather ironic but yes, thats a fact. many things are just plain lies.
so smack that lie in the face and tell it to shut up and fk off.
and yea. spiritual life is dry.
since the day i stepped into class threefour,
it has been that way,
i know God is EVERYWHERE, but how often do i take note of His presence?
stuck in all the misgivings i have of this world,
stuck in the mudslide of the homeworks.
yeah well. the other thoughts, i keep it to myself.
self reliance is the best,
though i trust her the most, for the rest are just, plain, normal beings in my life.
can share the simple basic and exterior blahs of life, but never the innermost.
"i tried my best. yet i resent the pain. i dont want you to see me cry ever again."
"you" is just a general term. not pointing a middle finger at anyone directly.
another penny for my thoughts, i suppose.
i am troubled, thank you :D
and yes i have to go chiong my work now, or i'll be screwed tmr.
so ciaos.


Eeeennnnnngggrrriiissshhh! *biSH*
Friday, April 25, 2008

ENGLISH IS OVER!!!
*clap clap* * pop party poppers!*
well thats a consolation.
its like. erm. 1 down 7 to go? =x
yeah and i have tons of homework.

HOmeworK for the weEkenddd

#1 Gan Eng Seng Em paper 1 and 2 (left a few qns) [Mon}
#2 10 corrections for speech compo [idk when either, perhaps tuesday .__. ]
#3 Letter to editor assignment (due on sunday)
#4 Physics past year paper {idk when siahhh!!}
#5 Xinmin sec A maths paper [WED]
#6 Riverside mye 2007 A maths paper [TUE]
#7 Riverside mye 2007 E maths paper [MON]
#8 Humanities Source Based Questions (whats that..? i dont rmb .__.) [MON]
#9 Chinese composition corrections x2 (ASAP)
#10 Chemistry paper (tmr?? :X)
#11 Electrostatics Assignment(tmr :X)
neenahnah. the teachers all very the generous siah!!! .__.''
pearly fainted under stack of homework = crushed bubbletea. -.-

today's english paper was OKAY.
should be able to score an okay mark,
just that in my hurry, i forgot one point my summary=1 mark flies away.
composition was fairly done, hoping i can scrape at least a 20 for each compo. :X
english is one of the rare subjects that i can score in, honestly speaking.
and recess got guai lan de sec 2s la.
knn. i hate them can. fking attituders. get a life. asswipes. .__.
yeah. after papers, slacked.
pei people do pft!! :D
retest 2.4km on TuESDaY :D
i want an A!! f5 baO run with me laaah :D
then yeah. went baO hse, thn they came my hse.
weiliang ate kaya toast. YATTA. i dont owe him liaos.
and and. went bballing and swimming.
lols. fun can. and lie down in water and stare at the sky, its beautiful :D
(caution: may drown due to lack of oxygen)
yeah. skipped home blessing tonight,
was too tired and wanted to rest lah.
um yeah. go prepare for lessons tmr le.
ciaos people :D


Mugging-mania
Thursday, April 24, 2008

yes i am mugging.
happy? (:
typical three four person= slack and mug.
i hope i got that right. ==lll
well. today i overslept again.
apparently i am too tired :(
and my maid's alarm rang non stop like no one's business, disrupting my sleep =/
and school was boring. duh.
silent reading= before i could open the newspaper after writing F1, KEEP NEWSPAPERS. .__.
neenahnah. humanities was not too bad :D seemingly amusing :D
maths was okay la. miss ng give very BIG present.
two AMATH papers and two EMATH papers :D
so kind :D -not much sacarsm here-
mother tongue was crap.
i almost flunked two compos. and one compre.
damn. i have two more presents from OAS. 2 heng qings :X
Miss wong didnt look too good today.
hope you better soon ba :D
her present will come either tmr or saturday .___.
madistic. Mrs tee better. give us bio tys. .__.
darnnnn!! then lugged like a mountain of books home.
pearly are switching to mug mode.
and yes, i will look more moody and solemn and lethargic,
and i will stay that way until Myes are over.
and watched kung fu dunk at SQ house today :D
damn nice cannnn :DDDDD
well. back to studying :D
got anything just talk to me on msn laaa.
ciaos :D

25.o4.2008--HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO TAVIN
in advance!!!! :D


Alphabet Soup (:
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Alphabet Soup
A - Adeline
B - BaO (nickname)
C - Charmaine
D - Dhivyen
E - Elmo
F - Feng Yu
G - Glorianne
H - Huiming
I - Irene (aunty)
J - Jeanette
K - Keith
L - Lowis
M - Mun Jun
N - Natalie
O - Octopus (nickname)
P - Pyae
Q - Qwerty
R - Renfred
S - Sherilyn
T - Tavin
U - (who ahhh?)
V - Vinus
W - WeiHong
X - XiaoHuan
Y - Yan Jun
Z - Zi Ling

1. What does A sms you about? -Adeline
-How's my life? she's in Sawa now :( = no smses :(

2. How many siblings does B have? -BaO
-One? Zhihong the KOPIkia (:

3. What is C's nickname? -Charmaine
-EDWARD.KYOYA :D

4. How do you get to know D? -Dhivyen
-Oneeight&Twoeight ♥

5. How despo is E? -Elmo
-Despo for what? cookies? or Ernie's rubber ducky?

6. How much is F older/younger then you? -Fengyu
-I cannot remember(i dont knw =x). i only know he is taller than me :X

7. Name of G's best friend? -Glorianne
-uh. i dont know :X

8. Does H knows I? -Huiming, Irene
-How would Mr.Hohuiming the beansprout know my neighbour's mum? Unless he appears in her frying pan? .__.

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy? -Jeanette
-Laogong be my enemy? cannotcannot :( ilujeans :D

10. Under what conditions will Keith & Lowis get married?
-Why on earth would my DaGe marry my XiaoDii?! wdh!!! gay not recommended.

11. How many ppl do you know wif M's initial? -MunJun
-Many Many :D

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone wif N? -Natalie
-erm.. ONCE?

13. Do you think O knows P? -Octopus,Pyae
-DUH. they are fellow THREEFOUR atoms :D

14. How geeky is Q? -Qwerty
-Qwerty is NOT a geek :D he is niceeee xD

15. Is R very popular? -Renfred
-How i know? he has a broken arm though =x

16. What happens if S likes you? -Sherilyn
-She's my girlfriend :D

17. Is T a very random person? -Tavin
-define: LAME.

18. How are U and V related? -?? + Vinus
-Who is U? and how is U related to my mummy?!

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? -Weihong
-Um. a waterbottle :D . LOL!

20. When is the last time u met up with X? -XiaoHuan
-A few hours ago in school. my wife kks :D

21. Are Y & Z enemies? -YanJun + Zi Ling
-Nah.

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?
JEANETTE WONG my LAOGONG :D x3

23. Will you betray any of them?
-Why Would I?! NooOO :D

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
-Ermmm.. yeah. To H. (caution: a confession(of a kind) causes butterflies in stomach, and in the process of it butterflies are extremely irritating critters who make you feel jumpy and hot and damnn nervous, at the end of the process, you either feel relieved or fall into a spate of depression. LOL ==lll)

25. Pass it to the peeps from A- Z who have blogs.
-[SELF SERVICE] <-see that sign? you get it :D


<3




Your Heart Is Pink



In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.

Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.



Your flirting style: Coy



Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park



Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant



What you bring to relationships: Romance



amuse me, asswipe.

hm. mr anonymous has returned. once again, not showing his name. (like DUH.)
what a sadist :D *pointpoint* *stares*
well. seeing him post with such sacarsm, guess he had a bad day?! LOLS.
or just plain BOH LIAO-ness. boh liaos peeeps :D emal wols.

today huh.
boring can.
i overslept!!! woke up at 6.50am cause that alarm wallpaper freaked me out T.T
reminder: change that alarm picture please.
then chionggged and met sherilyn aiaiai!
went school. :D (duh, where else can i go?)
lessons were ok la :D
recess watch people do standing broad jump.
and today i so guai. so tired also never sleep in class xPP
after school lunch-ed with BaO and cookie :D
and went to music corner and slacked,
play wu zi qi.
tio ownnedd by the cookie .__.
thn to bio lab 1 for STP :D
fun can. aaron and i did something really stupid la.
and its damn funny. geekface :D
um. thn basketball-ed.
er. injury agn :X hit lip. bleeed! blood is salty =x
LOL. thn the lightning signal went off.
without any sound. like wdf.
tio scold/nag by some st john teacher.
like whatever. thn went canteen thn went home.
ps-ed lowis gandi. :( ps worr.
thn went home and changed.
pei-ed cookie to get new specs. :D
they are nice :D lols. :D agreee please :D
lol. thn went ntuc. stare at the hair dye. *amused*
i wantt natural brown or coffee brown :D
lols. go find the cheaper one de =x dont need express dye-ing.
bigen express de made with herbs de $12.16.
the bigen colour is $10 plus. think go shing shong buy cheaper :D
well thats. erm. colour for thought? hair for thought?!
LOL. after all, after MYE got 4 day break plus 2 days e learning ftw :D
one bad thing though..
EXTRA PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY LESSON ON SATURDAY.
from 830-1200! .___. sianism.
yeah whatever. its good :D more revision! thn can be better prepared for MYE :D
um. homework wise. A LOT CAN.
i filled up today's work with the spaces from wednesday to thursday. .__.
my handbook is well decorated with drawings and random graffiti. :D
colourful :D like the rainbow :D like these pills :D like my glycocermin and painkillers :D
i♥highlighters :D *orange,purple,yellow,green* :D
and i wanntt more black pens please :D lols.
and a permanent marker .__.
a soft eraser + 30cm ruler + correction tape refill.
LOLS. so much things to stock up. and brokeee :D
well. guess i go study a bit then sleep bah.
am tired :X
ciaos peeps :D

the heart changes like the wind,
love gets blown away,
yet you remain in my heart. (:

SLEEP :D


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

fk off man.
i dont care what you think.
asswipe.

and to whoever:
i'm not worth the wait.
i dont want to be in a relationship for now. (nor later)
leave me alone, please.
&thank you in advance.

oh i hate infected wounds!!! :(


Lo\/3.

the memories you gave me, i will never forget.
the love you showered upon me, i will never neglect.
the love i returned, i will never regret,
the words you said to me,
i will never... ever.. forget.

you are my sunshine, you always will be.
the three nights at kota tinggi,
are deeply embedded in my memories.
when you sat next to me at the campfire,
it was bliss,
when we talked across tables,
it was love,
and when you were by me,
i was in heaven.
and when you left me,
i died.

sometimes,
i do wonder,
when you meant so much to me,
how much did i actually mean to you.
you promised to stand by me,
through rain and through shine,
but as the sky turned dark,
you turned your back and walked away.
i just stared as your shadow disappeared into the darkness.
and the words that rushed through my mind, "you lied too".

the person who gave me the courage to love again,
eventually was the one who hurt me the most,
you took it all away,
and all i can say.
who gives a fuck about the true prince in my life?
he will appear someday, walking past me?
how would i ever know?
love is more than just a game for two,
it's also more than a game for fools.
i'm tired of all these crap.
very very tired.
i dont want to care.

but since the day i loved you,
i told myself never to give up,
so i will be waiting for you my love,
even if you dont care,
i will be loving you just the same.

stay happy,
and stay safe.

iloveyou. MrCheeky.

&you want the truth? i have changed. i am not the old me anymore.
well. at least, not exactly the same anymore.
time changes, so do people.
but the memories will never change,
even if you could turn time back.
i'm just speaking out my heart,
once in a rare while.
fuck off. if you are some big ego asswipe or some slutty bitch.
ciaos peeps.
mye and hmwk are calling. :(


i♥kaya toast :D

just ate a kaya toast made up of one BREAD and chocolate kaya and butter :D
homemade :D with loveeeee (: i love myself. :D LOLS.
today was an ohhkayy day.
so good until i can sleep during math lesson :D
so tiredddd =x
slack la. bio practical was fun :D
i are loving the visking tubing.
it is so cuteeeee :D
and i accidently pour the test tube with hot water and precipitate formed due to the presence of reducing sugar on my wound. T.T so careless can :x
it was HOT.
anddddd. i broke a test tube :(
it slipped of the test tube kiapper=the giant PEG :D
and benedict solution mixed with D31 splash splash! T.T
and not forgetting the broken shards of glass from the broken test tube.
LOLS. then like that lor. biobio! ^_^
recess was slack.
and duh. i slept during maths.
and english was spent half asleep :D
andandand!! Chinese did the PYP. so fun :D
after school helped with STP.
bballed and went BaO hse :D
thn went home.
well.
my phone is okay now.
with new techs :D
and yeah. i lost all the messages.
but yeah. the messages are just messages,
what is most important are the memories of the times i spent with him :D
iloveyou. i'm waiting. even if you dont care. yeah.
i trying to scan my com now.
dumb thing. not responding.
yup. ciaos.


sleeeeeeppppp!!! :D

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♥w910i (:
Monday, April 21, 2008

Ohllaayyyyss! my w910i is backk xDD
with a new camera! and updated software which is like shiokk :D
missed it really badly =/ but now it is sitting next to me :D
today was tiring =x
i offline-ed at 12plus last night ==lll
was hooked to vampire knight :D
zero is shuai cans :D
mm. thn today, school as usual.
basketball during recess =/
tio gai by huiming, and boom so many times by the cute bao. ==lll
he looks damnnnn cute in my specs cannn? :D
Lols. and the bday boy wh tio taupok =='' *ouch*
and yup. after school did stp. :D funns :D
mm yup. thn went bishan to collect my phoneee :D
with BaO and Cookie :D
lols thn we went macs and ate ice cream. fries and coke. =x
woots =/ think of the calories =(
LOLS. and no basketball after school except for sat and sunday until mye is over.
and gonna get tuitioning for sciences from weiliang and maths from the BaO.
i want my 5As. desperate. =x and dont ask me why. =3 mugging :D
and yeah. scanning my com and keeping in good condition so that it will be ok during e learning :D
LOL. homeworking. skipped dinnner :D
LOLS. so ciaos.

Stolen-dashboard confessional

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crush the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart


some random lyrics and ciaos :D

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:D
Sunday, April 20, 2008

lols :D
i'm getting back phone back tmr anws :D
yaye :DDDDD happiness xD
and watching vampire knight anime :D
:P i want to watch liao thn go and sleeeep cause tmr got something called SCHOOL.
dumdumbdumb. lack of sleep cans.
hmm and talking to onichan now. so ciaos :D
nights people. :D

only true love endures all trails of time and life.
fake love shatters at the slightest touch of trouble.
what is true, what is fake.
time, will tell <3


neenahhnahhhs.

LOL. i am addicted to mary kate and ashely on GB(sp).
lames. but i can do the extremes :D *beams*
but sadly. i cant stay hooked to that game.
homework waves and waves :( *poke it* *shoo it*
and yeah. yesterday was bball-lish.
whatever. service was okay. i was freezing.
imagine: a frozen blur sotong.
yup thats me.
and after that ate chicken porridge at home.
it is filled with loveeeee :D
talked with jeanette abt all the xin shi.
mm. imissher siahs. my laogong <3 gonna 3 yrs tgt le :D
and she say i bit more mature le. YATTA :D (emotionally ==lll)
thn slacked. today.
wake up. and slack. slack slack.
ate lunch at 304. &bubbletea. :D
i'm in love with bubbletea. *zilians* :D
LOLS.and shao quan and weiliang came my hse.
ps nvr go swimming :(
they helped me with my work :D
thanks a million BaO & cookie.
LOLS. and bao ate cookie (actually a chocolate waffle with the words iloveyou :D LOL)
thn taiteee-ed :D
dinner at 306 :D full!!!!
LOLS. and now chiong my essay. =='
neenahnah. so much homework. *kick hmwk into dustbin*
lols. if only got crocodile eat my homework. *daydreams*
LOLs. well. school tmr. so rest early people :D
and happy birthday to WEIHONG the WATERBOTTLE in advanced :D
ciaos. :D

My Love lyrics

An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

[Chorus:]
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

//<3s :D


*SMILES*
Saturday, April 19, 2008

firstly.
thanking weiliang x 100000 for his countless attempts to wake me up today :(
since 6am till 7am = too tired to wake up ==lll
zzz. i am so tired.
and the homework pile looks like MOUNTAIN!!! =(((
saded.=( well. kuku-ed. tmr have to chiong la.
and i owe miss ng 7.4.
neenahnah! damndamndamndamndamn tired la.
thn nw wl and bao at sch for xtra lessons.
and i am bored at LAN.
stupid siah. soon. 10 more mins :D
hmm. doubt i'll be going cg.
LOLS.sleepysleepy.
and achy.LOLS.
miss me yup [:
will post agn tonight.
ciaos!

<3s


:D
Friday, April 18, 2008

yeah well.
its over.
i'm better off single now.
and till i am ready,
i dont intend to enter any other relationship.
i'm sorry. =/
yup.
got woken up by mr WEILIANG this morning at SIX am.
==lll *kicks all idiots*
went to school at 630. neenahnah. since when i so guai de.
lols. and set foot in the classroom at about 645am!
wow. teckchuan is eeaaarrrlllyyyy! :D
then went basketballing!
cross the road. =/
thn i slip (sleep) and fall.
abrasion! cant seem to live through one day without an injury ==lll
lala. my form is halfway back liaos le :D *beams*
mm. healthy lifestyle=prize presentation.
yatta. i got 8th in lvl for girls. got pwned by some marshall. T__T
toot man. tuck in shirt like some damn guai kia. T.T
dumbdumblookingpearly. i'm better off blur cans. =/
siiittuuuupiiiiiiddddssss! (dumb fake twit==lll)
yeah. lessons are okay.
stupid man. i cant get 30 points for PFT this year.
FCK!!!! miss the timing for 2.4km by FIVE seconds. tmd.
29!! i not gan xinnn mannns!! i want RERUN after MYE! *determined look*
14.26!!! nnn!!! LOLS.
thn after school, lunched, slacked and stp-ed!
the aroma of overnight rice water is so.. *pukes*
LOLS. thn went to bishan with BaO, Cookie and Onichan.
there goes my w910i! to the "hospital"! imissyoulikecrapppcannns! :x
get well soon my wifeyyy and i'll love youuu :DDDDDDD
w910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910iw910i!
i'm stuck with the k510i for the next few days.
Darlingdarlingcomeback. *waves*
lols and BaO and cookie trying to read(pronounce?) the word sonyericsson in weird ways.
damn funny can! should have recorded it :D
and thanks ken onichan for the hugee plasters :D
and BaO for the currypuff.
walk back and forth like gandi around amk. just to find a rubik's cube.
how ironic. D:
ended up eating junkk :D LoL. funnny :D
then train-ed home :D
wootss.
watched television, called my gan di (tmr lan-ing)
LOLS.
and BASKETBALL TMR! 7AM. FUSHAN COURT :D
lols. dont even knw whether i can make it mah,
so damn early siah. i'm already so tired. *falls back on bed and sleep*
lols. i've rearranged the t and c for the thing, so gna share it with onichan tonight?
funny. and dumb thumb (hey it rhymes!) is achy. T.T
dumb siah. full of injuries liaos le. T.T
wellwell. i go watch anime and slack.
gna kena torture by mr cookie to wake up tmr. shucks.
well. ciaos for now :D

i'm waiting, mr.cheeky.


singleness:D
Thursday, April 17, 2008

mm.
i'm troubled.
and yes.
think i have made my decision,
i'm thinking very deeply right now =(
i am troubled =l
i'm not ready..
rlly nt ready.. =(
sobs. =(
well.
i'll make my decision soon.
lest anyone else gets hurt.
i fking love that person. damn. i hate it.
well.
homework calling me.
and i am stressed and depressed.
so ciaos.



bleah!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i care about him.
i do care about him.
i dont want to care about him.
but i cant stop myself from caring about him.
fuck.
i know i still..
love him...
and i hate myself for that.

i'm sinking back to the emo personality now.
and dont bother getting me outta there,
i'm staying put.
am so tired.
scared of lightning officially.
screamed out of fear, when a blinding flash of lightning struck.
scared. tired. stress. screwed.
but i love you (:
ciaos ppl. :D


x3-14.o4.2oo8
Monday, April 14, 2008

i somewhat made the decision to be with him.
after all. love. is one complex issue.
nothing lasts forever, thus, treasure what you have in front of you (:
and.. dont look back anymore.
will fall down de. (:
i'll treasure you :D
never let you go. :D
well. homework filled.
so tke care ppl.
and ciaos!

happy birthday in advance to the beansprout hohuiming :D

iamtired(:


16 hours.
Sunday, April 13, 2008

i woke up from SIXTEEN hours of sleep.
and i am still tired.
yesyes. i know i'm a pig.
somewhat. i slept from 6pm ytd till 10 plus this morning.
and yeah. to those who called and sms-ed me,
ps that you got such a groggy answer or no answer.
screw depression mannn!!!
LOLS. so tired. and sleep is such a nice escape from reality. :D
i woke up with swollen eyes. think i cried ytd without knowing. :X
so dumbdumb de lo xD
thinkthinkthink.
i still have quadruple maths, triple science, single humanities, english and chinese.
like WTH mannns! this weekend all the tcher siaos le. give so much hmwk.
so much for triple science T.T dumbdumbdumb!!!
later go SWIMMING xD
with BaO & cookie & my family?
xD lols. think i will fall asleep in the pool lah.
i want to sleep so much mannnn!
*groans* think tonight will have to burn midnight oil liaos.
homework fully loaded.
yeah maybe later go buy hair dye,
thn find one day to dye hair xD
LOLS. thn waiting to go xi an shopping toos (:
lols. drinking bubbletea now (:
sugar is essential in my life canns? :D
and cut hair nicenice before xi an trip.
and must find info.
mannN! why am i so busy =333
LOLS. homeworking and chatting now.
so ciaos :D

sleeping cures depression.
&i dont need you :D


Saturday, April 12, 2008

"More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ."

Philippians 3:8 (NASB)

hmm. inspiring verse that applies to me.
thank you GOD for this verse.
AMEN.



the shade of black.

well.
i am HOME.
and i am so TIRED. that i want to BREAK DOWN and CRY.
only 1...2...3...fuck.
LOLS.
speech day was okay!!!! :D
stand until legs want break can anot!!!
thn do nothing. *stones*
thn went cwp with manymany people.
jielin,lingmei, natalie, weiliang, jiaxun, ronghui, kokhui, junfeng, jiayi and idk who le.
went macs. orange juice (SQUEEZY LAH!!!)
lols. 6 pcs nuggets from my macpoints. cleared them le! left with 85 points which i cant use ==''
LAME SHIT siah!! NEVERmindS.
thn met up with aaron, kelvin, shawn and bearbear at timezone.
and BaO and JazzicaALBA at comics connection.
only got imitation rubik cubes. shucks.
lol. thn went admiral garden play basketball. xD
intended to leave at 4pm cause of personal personal reason.
duh. i run away. i cant face this problem. sick of it. and my grades are damn fking falling.
duh. i regretted not leaving at 4. stupidstupid.
for some reason. duh.
thn the tears i held back for one day (cause i dont want puffy eyes) flowed out like river like that ==''
kukunathan. i cant take it le. strong emotional impact! T.T
haaahaas. midyrs sayonaras man!!! i want 5 stupid As!! T.T
if thats the case. i have to start studying le!
pearly must study!
so yes.
i go sleep first.
i am stressed, emo and sad and not saying the obvious, TIRED. ><
so ciaos.

the one who loves stands by thick and thin,
the one who lies run at the sight of an upcoming storm.
stand by me.
tell me that true love is Bullshit. thankyou (:


Friday, April 11, 2008

its over.
there goes the agony.
lies. they always lie. i hate guys.
they always lie. ahahahas.
i laugh. and i laugh.
its just so fucking funny.
and i'm just so stupid. xD
say byebye,my love.
i sank too deep.
my mistake.
i should have listened to ken onichan.
it feels a million times worse than i thought it would be.
well i laugh again. AHAHAHAHAHS!
bullshit. i cant even laugh now.
leave me alone to cry. (:
ciaos.


blanked out.

she stood there.
eyes focused on the emptiness before her.
millions of thoughts rushed through her head.
his words pounded in her ears.
she tried to shut out the amount pain his words caused her.
tears welled ups in her eyes.
as she flinched from the pain.
she did her best to hide it from him.
even though, she knew well enough, that he wouldn't even notice it.
and. she ran...

today has been a whatever kind of day.
mountains of homework,
piles of stress.
one injured and worn out body.
i'm starting to hate it.
and most likely i'll be transferring cca.
mum approves and is gladly wanting me out of netball.
and i'm pleased to comply. for once.
whatever. consider again.
and i am bored, antisocial, pissed off,sad,disappointed,crazy, random and hurt. (CONTRADICT xPP)
and when you hurt me, you are just like another stranger.
don't bother understanding me if you can't.
i'm just a HUMAN BEING. simple as that.
reminds me of RONG HUI SIMPLE (RHS-right hand side)
lamity is punked!
fullstop. ciaos.

:D one more day :D
"someone who is not ready for a relationship, will not give anything to the relationship."
i shouldn't expect anything.


Thursday, April 10, 2008

tell me that you love me.
tell me that you care about me.
tell me that you miss me.
oh fuck. tell me something.
the silence is killing me.


tortyfieddddtortyfication.

whatever.
i couldn't think of a better title.
and today is one dumbdumb day that pearly didn't even touch a basketball.
hmph. as i said...
no BIO and MATHS today. they were PWNED by SLACK xP
lols. and yeahyeahyeah. whatever :DDDDDDDDD
fyi. the 'D' button is fun to press. especially when caps lock is switched on.
not exactly a true expression of feelings? LOLS.
Xi an meeting after school!
EXCITED maaaan!
in GROUP ONE (:
and the group leader is MR XUNXUN xD
in ROOM TEN (: and my roommate is JUNE (:
and got homework. research about xi an.
diaaoooooos ==lll
whatever. excited excited.
but wantt go cut hair before xi an with GAOCHII (:
and i wantt go dye hair brown first xP
XI AN FTW!! :D
well. training. stupid. decided not to train.
fudge-licious. i want another MC (:
ask mum help me get xPPPP
whatever. coach doesn't seem to care whether we train a not,
all she does is teach the sec ones. and i dont like her. she sucks.
now thinking, i damnned miss mr bok cann! =3
well. homework. whatever. so MUCH la.
i can coop myself up and get buried under all the homework liaos.
at least 6 redd hearts on my handbook, marking that i haven't completed that piece of work.
umm. yeah. still have quite a bit on my mind la.
in fact. the troubles are taking a toll on my studies already.
there goes. i'm climbing out of this stupid pit!!! LOLS.
gonna watch dgrayman ep 78 and read negi megi to dESTreSs now.
so CIAOS (:

I♥YOU. YOU♥ME (: lets all hug BARNEY(:


l3or3l)olVl

i are so bored hah hah!
i are so bored hah hah!
i are so bored, i are so bored, i are so bored HAH.HAH.HAH!!!
yipeeegaiiiyaeeee(:
random. boredom xPP

today school was damnn shiokk can!
Bio and maths tcher never come. yatta! (:
brb after teevee and dinnnerrrr xPPPP
ciaos!


l-l34R+l3r34l<.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008

well. the realisation of reality hurts. really really bad.
but what can i do? stick a fake smile and look on?
whatever. many a times. a lot of things doesn't matter as much they did before.
i are blank;; and blank are i.

i was about to blog yesterday.
and right after i switched on my computer,
i decided to switch it off. =3
sounds ridiculous but i did that.
i lost the mood totally.
and talked to fred instead.
hm. tke care kor (:
i really wished aaron kor was around.
each passing day makes me feel worse.
but sometimes, i feel so guilty about telling him about my troubles,
and adding on to his at the same time.
today was one extremely boring day.
3 sets of double periods and one single period,
define:boring.
and after school. slack.
waiting for blur.
then shun bian pei weiliang for his SBJ.
still fail. guys are such sad people for SBJ. imagine. for a 14 yr old guy. 186cm is passing mark.
that is so GAY. if i can jump 186 cm. i will be jumping for joy indeed.
those older are pitied even more =x
well whatever.
then went library to find shaoquan.
and thn went down with shaoquan and chengqiang.
they eat xpp
then go play basketball(what else?!)
yeah. and i'm starting to hate the fact that the stupidly weak and sprained left thumb of mine is causing a psychological block and physical inability to coordinate my shooting.
i cant support my shots well when i do far shots, and the hand flipping is incorrect, and the let off is not natural anymore.
my shots, dont feel like my shots anymore.
they are like crap stuff. implants. not mine.
and i hate it. well whatever, i swear i will get my form back.
and took 912 with blur.
yeah then i walked home.
i dont intend to elaborate on certain points here.
not even a slight pinch of privacy.
so it shall be there there
and to those who have access,dont be tricked by the title of blogger 404 error.
it exists.
well. emo state currently.
and i can say.
and i'm sick of crying.

well. and...
a VERY good NEWS(:
FUCHUN PRIMARY BRASS BAND GOT GOLD FOR 2oo8 SYF CENTRAL JUDGING.
FTW MANNNN!!!!! xD i LOVE you BAND (: ♥Mr Simon Ng (: Mr Kwek (: all INSTRUCTORS. and my JUNIORS. (:

and ps never go back so long due to busybusy mann. will go back soon. jiayou fuchun! i♥youus xpp
LOLS. yeah well. the other side reveals.
so ciaos.


clueless.
Monday, April 7, 2008

eh. anyone knows how to do partial fractions?!?!
i am clueless. =x
*stares at the worksheet with expressionless eyes*
am4.7 so harddd. someone saveee meeee xpppp
erm yeah. pft was okayy (: scored all As laaaa (:
now waiting for 2.4km timing only. mann. i want my straight As.. xD
LOLS. deproved a lot in the five items la. though some improved xP
SBJ:178 cm
Sit and reach:46cm
Sit ups: 56
Inclined pull ups: 35
Shuttle run: 10.77s
(:
and cookiemONSTer gonna get me a rubik's cube xPPP
cause i jumped over 177 cm for SBJ. xPP thanks cookie. xD
what's his reward when he passes SBJ? i do wonder.. =x
hahas. reward=ENCOURAGEMENT? xPP
treated BariumOxide(BaO) to chinese rice. (well it happened. and i'm clueless xD )
thn went training. tag rugby. sians.
really got the quit urge. fudge-licious. =x
hmm. rehearsal tmr. speech day. lekukus.
i need a white blouse/top!! =33 metro xDDD to the rescue xP LOLS.
must go home earlier le.
if not my mum turn in crocodile =33
wellwell. it's just 4 more days and 6 more days and 8 more days right?!
well. i'm waiting xpp
homeworking currently. so ciaos!

i'm not perfect. yet i am loved. perfection isn't everything. (:
she loves. yet it lost its direction.. =x


back.
Sunday, April 6, 2008

yeah well.
i'm back.
from a long day out =x
went to library.
checked out some books.
sirena rocks. i knw i lag la!! =3
lols. well.
maybe i should elaborate more on agape last night.
jean kindly picked up the inflatable ball.
and did the talk for one minute thing.
she touched my bunny. =x
xpp lols. well she got a squeaky inflatable hammer for that (:
dance was ok. the electric tape keep falling off when i dance.
so pek cheks. painpain~ ^^
well and managed to describe THREE people in the ij crew.
damnCUTEsj.
damnSHUAItc.
damnSIAOjs. (:
ahhhhh! really suit them siah. one cute, one shuaii, one siao de xppp
hmm. =/ the refreshment was good. xpp
took 911 one whole round xP so fun. LOLS. i sit in empty bus with the driver xD
lalalas. still got chunks of homework undone. =33
well. tmr then think laas =33
ohmytian! got humanities. must do. sh!t.
nvmnvmnvm.
and today open sunday can laaa.
indoor games cause the sky showered. (bathed?! xp)
yup like that lo.
thn went home.
showered.
and had a very very filling dinner =/
feel like puking. f5!
pft tmr! must jyjy liaos le xpppp
yeah well. time to enter my own space now.
lost in my world of blurness and oblivion is my only escape from reality. xpp
well. one week more. well. i pray that things will improve.
yup. so ciaos.

How to save a life

Step one, you say we need to talk.
He walks, you say sit down it's just a talk.
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through.
Some sort of window to your right.
As he goes left and you stay right.
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came.

(Chorus)
Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I know how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best
Cuz after all, you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along.
And pray to God he hears you.

(Chorus)

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice.
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed.
He will do one of two things.
He will admit to everything,
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came.

(Chorus)

i dont want to lose you...


agape-GOD's unconditional love.

well. basketball yesterday was crap (fine. okay.).
injured my left thumb again.
damndamndamndamn pain cannnn?! f5!
yeah. and after that cant shoot properly le.
air like siao. cause my thumb numb diaos. T.T
thanks lloydlloydahgongsenior use the green tape xPP
hm. agape was okayyy.
left at 10 plus. reach home 11 plus.
talked to aaron kor.
thn sleep. duh.
feeling quite empty still.
after i said those words. all i can say is that i felt better.
what luke said somewhat.. made me think.. and i'm still thinking.. "..granted"
whatever. sotongs are meant to be sotong and blur. and it shall be that way,
feigning ignorance is better than saying that i know the truth.
maybe it will hurt less. hahhas (:
never mind never mind. xpp
think i going out liaos le.
aaron kor take cares yup.
and ciaos.

perfect--simple plan

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I’m wasting My time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good Enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

-Chorus-
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s alright

--Chorus--

Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

-Chorus 3x-



i'm imperfect.


blank is the love of voidness.
Friday, April 4, 2008

well. i'm back.
and i'm sinking deeper into a emotional state.
and i stare back at you with emotionless and cold eyes.
and you look at me with the same look.
for blank is the love of voidness.
i tried. tried really hard.
i held back my tears for one whole week.
and eventually, i broke down.
it's too much to take sometimes.

yeah well.
yesterday had an extremely boring training.
yeah. sucks shit. whatever.
then went to bball. until 7 plus.
chionged home to shower and change into full dress rehearsal clothes.
then chiong-ed to church.
lalla. dance keep on laokiu! f5!
then met 2 new people.
erm. Jiansheng and tian cheng.
i get confused by their names xD
LOLS. tmrtmr agape ij concert xD
so.. stressed =x
i scared i cant dance properly. *sobs*
well. apparently from that super tight timetable.
i skipped dinner.
and i went home.
ate some biscuits and orange juice before floating to lalaland =x
woke up this morning. *rubs eyes and throws chemistry textbook at you*
lol. and healthy lifestyle was booooringgggg. (everything seems boring to me)
had a bad bad stomachache. screwwwwwww.
was worried that i could not run.
but thank GOD i was okayy. prayed really hard. and memorised the Lord's prayer.
and yeah. went to cwp with my bffs♥ (:
haha. kyoya-sama got a CUBE (:
yaye. will teach you soon. (:
i'm a cube ADDICT. (:
and mass run.
kuku. ran ran ran. close eyes run. so tiredddd! =3
and yatta. made it to TOP 10 for girls. =/
i want to know my timing. xD
and i am on cloud NINE (:
hopefully i can remain in the tops even after the re-runs and stuff. =3
hahas. after that zi high. cheer for people. idk. i even cheered for someone.
i must have lost my mind today. but whatever. it was fun (:
and heichi must tke care!!! *worries worries*
then went bball-ing (:
it was boring.
quite boring. indeed boring.
yeah. went home at 7 plus.
cried on the bus. *shut up and dont ask me why*
its.. stressful you know?
i feel so.. empty.. so troubled.
yeah well. dont worry,my friend. =P
and ate yizhang's (big uncle) noodles.
they were simply delicious. i'm in love in it.
yeah well talking about love...

Accidently in love--counting crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

yeppp (:
hmm. love. is such a. weird thing.
if you love someone, no matter how he hurts you. you would still forgive him.. somehow?
yeah well.
iloveyou.imissyou.
whatever. i havent said that to you in a week.
no matter how much i wanted to, i never got a chance.
i hate it. i damned hate it.
i just feel like screaming out loud that i love you even if the whole world was staring.
maybe i just don't mean anything to you anymore.
who knows. maybe i once knew. but now. idk anymore. i dont.


forget it yup.
strike out that crap.
all these crap in this lousy post.
i'm tired.
ciaos.


thEMOkid.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008

thEMOkid needs sugar.
sugar is the essence of her happiness to cheer her up from the spate of depression.
basketball. cant satisfy that for now.
for she is lost.
knowing too much made her troubled.
thinking too much made her cry.
and missing him so much.. made her mad..

i'm awfully tired and stressed up.
having a higher intake of sugar than usual.
a lot of things are troubling me.
and i have lots of things on my mind. *moody look*
mass run in 2 days. man. i'm nervous. want to aim for top 10. so must JIAYOU le.
hopefully will be in tip-top condition on that day. want to do my best! (and more =='')
so far timing 14.o1! i want improve!!!! aim for 13.38! LOLS.
and i can solve 3x3 rubik's cube! finally. =3
spent many periods today fiddling with my cube. wanna get a original rubik's cube(:
yeah well. dance tmr. dance on friday. dance performance on saturday. open sunday on sunday.
KUKU-LA! so busy mann. and i l-l8t3 netball trainings. damn. boring. sometimes rlly want to quit.
yeah well. time to go back to kaerpisi corrections.
so ciaos.!

Story from o1.o4.2oo8 english lesson.
done by: natalie, weiliang, ling mei, yanjun, shaoquan, pearly.

once upon a time, there was huiming but he was an animal. he is innocent looking and has bubbletea. he scream on the top of his voice. bang! he hit the tree and died horribly. then reincarnated into a mas selamat terrorist. however he turned into a policeman suddenly. pleading the terrorist no to rape him. Two thousand dollars was rewarded to him. finally, mad selamat was freed and gay.

*no offence intended. just a NOLINK story for english*

you know how badly i miss you..?!
well, i wonder if you do.


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