heya people.
this should be a quick one :O
i still got to mug for physics SPA tmr. O.O
i MUST be careful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

&YES. i still owe saro 16.2,16.3 and misc ex 17.
and bf is a copydragon :x
i shall be good girl and do my work...IF I EVER FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO ._.

and. i am gonna flunk another A maths test.
damn. differentiation killed me :(
and that smartass dragon can do.
._. *totally pissed* I am stupidSTUPIDSTUPID

whatever.
after SC guess i'll drop everything and start mugging rly hard.
less than 6 months to O level.
really got to prioritize.
studies come first, others are secondary matters.

*determined*
*takes up a wine glass* cheers to poofing the stupid ego males.
the last lap, going to work HARD.
don't want make daddy mummy disappointed anymore.

and heard that OAS used me as a role-model again.
gee ; i'm not motivated.
so hard if i worked hard? she doesn't want me in her class.
shen lifeng class is so slack that i don't bother to achieve higher for HCL.
LOLS.

&my knee still hurts :(
cause banged knees with xu wei last wed. :(
dang! i can't even walk properly anymore.
&almost pulled a muscle today :(((
tmr still going to play bball with xuwei & oliver (:

and one random quote,
NBY is a bitch :D (don't you agree? :D)

perhaps i'll end off with a song baby likes.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

fall for you-secondhand serenade

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

(: ily baby♥
&i still want my GA T.T T.T T.T
STUDY.
byebye.

i saw my yawning partner today! ♥♥♥

(:

i meet mrs king kong today in church.
so deja vu. i'm not flunking my maths this time king KONGKONGKONG!!!

& i kaboom-ed a papaya :)
i hate papayas anyway so TAADAAA~

i ate mcspicy twice today.
abstain from maccs! OILY :(

i want my GA lailai ._.
QUICK LAHHHH! :((( i panick until siao alr cans ._.

i owe saro chapter 16 of a maths!
LOLS. and chapter 15 too : O

i'm aching all over.
massage please.

i don't feel like posting already.
so byebye.

driven up to a corner,
having no idea what my next step will be.

it's been a month, and G.A never visit me.
i've been panicky for days.
please don't let IT happen.
i really want GA to come so bad.
please :(

feeling damned emo nows.
don't feel like doing anything at all.
eat shit lah.
byebye.

there's something wrong with my browser.
i can't view any blogs nor mine.
CRAP ._.
please be okay.
damn you error 403 forbidden :(
I WANT TO BLOG :((((
byeeee. >_<

all i know is that, FALLING HURTS.
so please, catch me when i fall ♥

currently: in a emotional whirl.

2009 typically sucks.

and today sucks too.
cause.. THERE WAS A SPOT-CHECK TODAY.
that wasn't the worse that could happen.

1. After spot check, Rekha called a few of us out and started scolding, threatening to send us to the principal's office. Then she (like finally?!) saw that my hair WAS ALREADY PINNED UP (since like xyz minutes ago), and said i could go. And in was like #$%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN scary luh! STUPID REKHA!

2.I'm freaking out of Oh Ah Sian's class. Not that i really care about being in the top class, but... i'm merely a REJECT from OhAhSian's class. After 3 years, at the critical point before O levels, there is a re-banding. the first thought that comes up is "WTF". At first i thought i could do better this year if i worked harder under OAS. But now, i've totally given up. Shen Lifeng? forget it. i decided to throw HCL aside and focus on other subjects.

it's not that i don't bother to adapt to her teaching.
but too much is happening these 3 months.
i can't take it already.
ade-mama, i need to talk to you.

what's the point of working so hard?
i tried my best already ; but. I'M STILL A REJECT.
if this rebanding is because of that bitch who keep complain she want change class, she's so gonna get it.

guess i'm changing for the worse this year..
i don't even know myself anymore.

i've been reading a someone's blog.
i don't know if he still reads mine, but i doubt so..
guess he doesn't care anymore.
and it's my fault. i think it's time i apologised.
Aoi, gomemasai.
could hold back my tears no more when i read through the posts.
i don't know what to do anymore.
he seems like a total different person now.
but if he's happier this way.. then let it be.
nothing i do can mend this broken friendship.
maybe things are better off this way, if he's happy, jiu hao le.

♥}broken promises.
♥}lost hopes.
♥}more loss?

- is that all to life?

&are those 3 words 'iloveyou' that insignificant?
there's one thing i know about love.
when its still ongoing, its all sweet and fluffy, yet when its over, we're all cold strangers.
nothing is perfect ; love is equally flawed.

wondering why i'm so emo? :O
cause elmo is on vacation.

still training hard for SC. Getting injured everywhere. and phobia is coming back.
just going to work harder.
senior year ; going to make it the best.
but a good thing is.. my form's coming back and solidifying.

i don't feel like doing any work today.
i want to rest.
just so.. tired.

yes ; i have an eating disorder.
SO WHAT?

ciaos.

baby, i love you. ♥

i'm lost between reality and dreams.
i don't even know what is real and what is virtual anymore.

has focal studies started? (it has.)
does a make up sc exist?
has some people in my life left forever?
has someone once so close to me left me?
has someone i cared for become a jerk?
has my baby left me?
has miss tan taken over my world?
has 3 wonderful years of my life in RS passed by in a flash?

gee ;
i don't know what's real and what's not.
tired.
but chinese homework is reality.
so byebye.

ciaossu.
i don't have much to say.
just some pictures to upload, and i'll be off.
my date for today: homework. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

20.03.09 ; Friday.


yapple.


OMGOMGOMG PUMP PRO (prev frm CWP)..!!! CINELEISURE!!♥♥♥


♥


:P


...never let go..


shiroi cup!


reddo & shiroi cup!


kuroi & shiroi cup! ♥


REDDO :)


:P


MY RETARDED SIS ._.

21.03.09 ; Saturday ; NHG family day '09


♥


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pirate ship! uber thrilling :O


:P


:PP


Subway, EAT FRESHHHH!! ♥ YUMYUM :)


solo 230! :)


couple power... 327! :)

gee ;
time to chiong homework :((
byebye.

how insignificant can love get...?
& how far can love take you...?
well, i wonder.

a commitment sealed with love ; the sweetest burnt cookie ever made :)

ciaossu :3
haven't posted in a few days :O
and the holidays are passing really quickly :(
and it is not much of a holiday anyway - lessons and tons of homework.
a bad thing is, my homework is piling up, and i'm too tired to do any of them :(
uggggg ._. i got to start chionging my homework tmr :(
cause escape&wildwildwet on saturday :O
thonthonthonthon >< maybe i'll start thonning tonight :X
till 4am , catch 5 hours of sleep.
go dental and paktor thn home to sleep. then night chiong somemore :X
gee ; and my physics results were horrid :( *sad face*
that Mississippi smartass can do physics luh ._.
(silent resolution : ignore physics smartasses.)

forget about that retarded thing.
i'm in a bad mood already.
why am i so... stupid.

can't be bothered to type anymore.
so pictures.


cakeeee.


roti prata :O


♥


♥hongkong style baked rice with beef~ ♥♥♥


beef udon :) ♥♥


bacon : O


shopping at malaysia.
1. Havaianas Slippers RM 29.90
2. Opti-free solution RM 38.00
3. Faber Castel Ballpoint Pens RM 6.95
4. Biomedics 55 (6 pairs) RM 100


cookie ingredients :X


flour face baby ♥


O.O cookie boy :O


♥

well, thats all.
back to Mahou Sensei Negima chapter 163 & KHR ep 109.
ciaos.

it holds NO significance, anymore.

♥

currently: KHR ep 105
mood: uber moody.

ciaos.

(: kawaii!

ciaossu~
i'm feeling reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tired now :(
the wedding dinner last night was rather okay :)
JUST THAT THE CHAIR LANDED ON MY BIG TOE :(((
painful D: now it's like... uber PAIN... :(
and my stupid sister just had to STEP on it with her.. high heels.
what a bimbo ._. pink bling bling heels? bleah ._.
woogah :x lazy upload pictures. maybe another day :x
then today basketball-ed in the morning, town-ed with girlfriends & visited grandma in hospital (again ^^v).
had fun shopping :x

bought...
1. Sandals / Slippers :x
2. PINK TRAIL FLATS :x
(:

mm..
lessons tmr at 8am :(
there goes my sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ._.
then got a lot of homework toos :(

1.physics tys specimen papers.
2. EOY chem 06
3. Chem tys specimen paper
4. AM 15.2 (owe 1 wk le :x)
5. Chem design Expt
6. 4 chaps of AM tys
7. SS SBQ.
& more coming up? GREEEEAT ._.

and saturday's escape and wild wild wet thingy,
10am to 6pm.
meeting time and place i will sms you.

list of people:
pearly (confirm :D)
brandon (confirm :D)
teck chuan (confirm :D)
wei liang (confirm :D)
asshole (cfming by 10pm today)
shaoquan (....bwg.)

may have a free slot..
yeah. look and you'll know why.
just feel so exasperated. -.- tired of caring so much alr ._.

guess i'm going to KHR.
byebye.

do i deserve to be loved?
loner-ism. names the road i walk on.

this is good :)

ciaossu.
i don't really have anything to blog.
just in a bad mood currently.
&the X-Y species are either dolts or perhaps, huge egoists.
are you one? go figure.
i'm going KHR and Negi magi.
ciaos.

[/edit] 8.56pm.


Making A Difference - City Harvest Church

making a difference - city harvest church.

won't you lord
take a look at our hands
everything we have
use it for ur plan

won't you lord
take a look at our heart
mold it, refine it
as you set us apart

chorus:
we want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the death
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land

won't you lord
take a look at our hands
everything we have
use it for ur plan

won't you lord
take a look at our heart
mold it, refine it
as you set us apart

chorus:
we want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the death
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land

we will answer the call
to build this church without wall
let your glory be shown
bring salvations to the lord

ciaossu.

主题句: RS SPORTS CARNIVAL 2009 AND MAIN COMMITEE.... SUCKED.
1. Referee stuff not briefed properly beforehand. damn many probs. WASTE TIME.
2. They don't make RADICAL nor SENSIBLE decisions. (*nods head vigorously*)
3. Damn the lightning warning system. (IT IS USELESS and a whole hoard of CRAP SHIT.)
4. My senior year's sports carnival ended like THAT. (if it continued i will just be cursing the sc comm for its sucky system.. it just gets from bad to worse each year.)
5. THE RAIN AND THE LIGHTNING WARNING SYSTEM!!! @#$%^&

and finally... i get a sadistic pleasure at laughing at how 6 mths of effort went down the drain because of a wrong decision made..
cause.. the lightning warning system was OFF when they decided to end it all.. and the weather was FANTASTIC for the rest of the day.
HAHAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
still damn you. dumb committee. (except PYAE. He's GREAT okayy :x)
you ruined it all.

don't want waste my breath on such stupid issues anymore.
after the STUPID & RUINED SC...
took 911 home with bran :)
then spent time and played word challenge.
couple power = P-R-kong :)
then went to shower... and went i came out..
i saw my baby sleeping on my bed xD kawaii~ ^_^
woke him up :x and he was blurblur, didn't even know whether he was sleeping or not :X
then after that went out to timezone.
DDR ; Pumppro ; Basketball.
walkwalk a while jiu go eat sakae :)
baby's first time eating sakae!:D
and also his treat.. I'm HORNoured luhh! :D
then after that walked to my house from cwp.
it was amusing :3

Superman + superman = Super²gay
Superman + Spiderman = Spider Super gay
Superman + Batman = Super Bat gay

:X and many other stupid stuffs too :X

peektures...? :D



♥

sky!


ice cream mochi!


v=3=v


sashimi!


tofu!!!!!!!!


flattened takoyaki! :X


hana maki :)


ummm :) SUSHI!


=P


bought this dress for sunday's wedding :X

googaah :)
still recovering from sprained shoulder, ankle and fingers :X
but still bballing with tako and baby tmr morns :D
and jiayou to jiabao for his grade 5 theory exams tmr!!! GO DIPSY!!
mmmmmm... i want watch KHR.
BYEBYE :)

i ♥ pink diapy pink bathtub dwagons :D
DA BEN LONG! ♥♥