and i'm sinking deeper into a emotional state.
and i stare back at you with emotionless and cold eyes.
and you look at me with the same look.
for blank is the love of voidness.
i tried. tried really hard.
i held back my tears for one whole week.
and eventually, i broke down.
it's too much to take sometimes.
yeah well.
yesterday had an extremely boring training.
yeah. sucks shit. whatever.
then went to bball. until 7 plus.
chionged home to shower and change into full dress rehearsal clothes.
then chiong-ed to church.
lalla. dance keep on laokiu! f5!
then met 2 new people.
erm. Jiansheng and tian cheng.
i get confused by their names xD
LOLS. tmrtmr agape ij concert xD
so.. stressed =x
i scared i cant dance properly. *sobs*
well. apparently from that super tight timetable.
i skipped dinner.
and i went home.
ate some biscuits and orange juice before floating to lalaland =x
woke up this morning. *rubs eyes and throws chemistry textbook at you*
lol. and healthy lifestyle was booooringgggg. (everything seems boring to me)
had a bad bad stomachache. screwwwwwww.
was worried that i could not run.
but thank GOD i was okayy. prayed really hard. and memorised the Lord's prayer.
and yeah. went to cwp with my bffs♥ (:
haha. kyoya-sama got a CUBE (:
yaye. will teach you soon. (:
i'm a cube ADDICT. (:
and mass run.
kuku. ran ran ran. close eyes run. so tiredddd! =3
and yatta. made it to TOP 10 for girls. =/
i want to know my timing. xD
and i am on cloud NINE (:
hopefully i can remain in the tops even after the re-runs and stuff. =3
hahas. after that zi high. cheer for people. idk. i even cheered for someone.
i must have lost my mind today. but whatever. it was fun (:
and heichi must tke care!!! *worries worries*
then went bball-ing (:
it was boring.
quite boring. indeed boring.
yeah. went home at 7 plus.
cried on the bus. *shut up and dont ask me why*
its.. stressful you know?
i feel so.. empty.. so troubled.
yeah well. dont worry,my friend. =P
and ate yizhang's (big uncle) noodles.
they were simply delicious. i'm in love in it.
yeah well talking about love...
Accidently in love--counting crows
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
yeppp (:
hmm. love. is such a. weird thing.
if you love someone, no matter how he hurts you. you would still forgive him.. somehow?
yeah well.
iloveyou.imissyou.
whatever. i havent said that to you in a week.
no matter how much i wanted to, i never got a chance.
i hate it. i damned hate it.
i just feel like screaming out loud that i love you even if the whole world was staring.
who knows. maybe i once knew. but now. idk anymore. i dont.
forget it yup.
strike out that crap.
all these crap in this lousy post.
i'm tired.
ciaos.
