its been a LONGGG weekend ._.
and i am freaking tired
but i cant sleep.
i have a composition to submit by twelve midnight.
damn.
yesterday was a neutral day,
though many things happened.
things that incurred my hatred was solved,
thanks to the response for the service.
indeed God is working in us.
School was decent.
tiring though.
rather on form in basketball.
and i'm loving it. at least i don't feel as lousy now,
but i do miscalculate. and i hate that :X
choppers have disadvantages too.
tyko shots are rather a rarity,
either in, or miss really badly. :X
did homework once again.
staring at the earlier list, no more procrastinating was required.
talked on the phone till idk what time,
yet am unbothered.
sometimes, there are a lot of things i dont want to care about,
nor do i care, yet it bothers me.
i dont want to say it out loud (obviously)
but all i can say is, i will never turn back.
and i will not reveal the innermost thoughts. (dig man. .__.)
i know, but all i can say is, ignorance is bliss.
what you dont know, is an advantage at times,
for curiosity kills the cat.
and i kill you. .__. what i may be thinking can kill anyone mentally xP
*LETHAL SUBSTANCE*= bubbletea :X
and today.
was a very fun day.
met BaO and cookie and went to yew tee foodcourt with my parents :D
eateateat :D (ltr become PIG)
thn went back.
study frm 12pm-7pm ==''
teck chuan came in the middle :X around 6pm :D
chiong the stack of homework.
want die le. :X
thn they stayed for dinner.
& dad cooked prawn noodles.
I ♥ my dad!! :DDDD
woots. thn taiteee-ed :D
now i am chionging a compo which i have to submit before twelve midnight.
saded. so take care people :D
schools tmr. damnnn :X
i are feeling tired. and weird.
confusion is a sucker. fullstop.
well all want to say is. i tried loving, yet it always slapped me back in the face.
you can ask me what is trust? all i say is idk!
sounds rather ironic but yes, thats a fact. many things are just plain lies.
so smack that lie in the face and tell it to shut up and fk off.
and yea. spiritual life is dry.
since the day i stepped into class threefour,
it has been that way,
i know God is EVERYWHERE, but how often do i take note of His presence?
stuck in all the misgivings i have of this world,
stuck in the mudslide of the homeworks.
yeah well. the other thoughts, i keep it to myself.
self reliance is the best,
though i trust her the most, for the rest are just, plain, normal beings in my life.
can share the simple basic and exterior blahs of life, but never the innermost.
"i tried my best. yet i resent the pain. i dont want you to see me cry ever again."
"you" is just a general term. not pointing a middle finger at anyone directly.
another penny for my thoughts, i suppose.
i am troubled, thank you :D
and yes i have to go chiong my work now, or i'll be screwed tmr.
so ciaos.