the memories you gave me, i will never forget.
the love you showered upon me, i will never neglect.
the love i returned, i will never regret,
the words you said to me,
i will never... ever.. forget.

you are my sunshine, you always will be.
the three nights at kota tinggi,
are deeply embedded in my memories.
when you sat next to me at the campfire,
it was bliss,
when we talked across tables,
it was love,
and when you were by me,
i was in heaven.
and when you left me,
i died.

sometimes,
i do wonder,
when you meant so much to me,
how much did i actually mean to you.
you promised to stand by me,
through rain and through shine,
but as the sky turned dark,
you turned your back and walked away.
i just stared as your shadow disappeared into the darkness.
and the words that rushed through my mind, "you lied too".

the person who gave me the courage to love again,
eventually was the one who hurt me the most,
you took it all away,
and all i can say.
who gives a fuck about the true prince in my life?
he will appear someday, walking past me?
how would i ever know?
love is more than just a game for two,
it's also more than a game for fools.
i'm tired of all these crap.
very very tired.
i dont want to care.

but since the day i loved you,
i told myself never to give up,
so i will be waiting for you my love,
even if you dont care,
i will be loving you just the same.

stay happy,
and stay safe.

iloveyou. MrCheeky.

&you want the truth? i have changed. i am not the old me anymore.
well. at least, not exactly the same anymore.
time changes, so do people.
but the memories will never change,
even if you could turn time back.
i'm just speaking out my heart,
once in a rare while.
fuck off. if you are some big ego asswipe or some slutty bitch.
ciaos peeps.
mye and hmwk are calling. :(