sometimes i really wished i could dig a hole in the ground and escape from reality.
how ironic, but i can't.
and other times, i wished i was just a little kid once more.
a fall was the only calamity i could have in my daily life,
a crying session and hugs from mummy could take away all the pain.
i miss those days where boys were rated:stupid,
and no matter how stupid girls felt they were, they felt that girls were just the same.
friendship was the love shown, innocent, yet fulfilling.
yet now. as time passes, and everyone grows up.
we step into a world full of deceit and distrust.
every step taken in consideration. every step counted.
another kind of love soon sneaks into our midst.
that love, sweet, yet laced with uncertainty.
taste it carefully, and you'll realise there is more to that than sweetness,
bitterness is present. and bittersweet is love.
appreciate it. or break it.

well. i wished i never became little miss emo.
i miss that happy girl. yet, the past can't be changed,
all i can look forward to is the present.

well lately been having weird dreams every night.
and as i lie in bed, unable to sleep, staring at the darkness,
i do wonder, why are things the way it is currently.
unseen to many, my life is seemingly upside down.
i've been praying a lot lately, and i've been seeking to be closer to God.
i'm very worn out already, down with a throat infection,
cringing even when water goes down my throat? I HATE IT!
but who really cares anyway.

love is just a lie, unless you can prove it otherwise.
love was never meant for me. for whenever it came, it just went away.

i'm awfully tired.
i wanna lie in daddy's arms. and stay safe there.
i wanna feel secure, and know that i won't fall.
well, before i go. just wanna post the lyrics of the song which i heard in 987 last night.

Welcome to my life-Simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

yeah. welcome to my life.
i have cookies! :X
i'm a MANTOU. no feelings geddit? LOL.
ask charsiewbao if you want feelings.
hate to say it.
but. ilu. <3
thats all. three simple letters.
no codes, no hidden meanings.
sweet.

going to take a rest,
feeling super unwell.
byebye.