TRIGGER♥ 09.08.2008 @ Udders.


Bandung anyone? (caution: high conc of hcl+ sodium carbonate + _______+ methyl orange)


overly titrated!! :( red is HOT!! :D

well. if only the obstacles in life, which are so irritating,could be neutralised that easily.
and cookie, i can't answer your question yet. give me time for goodness sake. i've more than i handle already.
i hate myself for having that horrid memory.
and hate it even more that it came back to me.
now my brain is fuffy-er than ever. i really hate you man, bastard. ._.
whatever. promised dear won't think le...

i can't believe i cried in front of the television set again.
plain ridiculous that i wiped off my tears almost immediately.
that scene was touching, to me at least.
can't believe my heart has softened that much. thats... weird.
or have i been that weak on the inside since ages ago..?
well, if only..

mood swings have been rather frequent.
especially today. it was pretty okay in school as i managed to keep my spirits up.
with that adorable blue pig cheering me up with his absolute cuteness.
and bf with his go switzerland kill goats ._.
yet my chinese results brought my happiness to a nought.
i scored really really badly.
62.5/110. could it get any worse? its a pathetic c5.
why am i such a failure.. gosh... x.x
and once i stepped home and showered.
i crashed. (: wheeeeeeee. going down the concentration gradient of mood swing.
and a maths is so not entering my head as i feel as if there is a red hot hammer banging on it,
and there is just something really really heavy weighing on my shoulders.

at the end of this week,
i will turn bonkers and really go mad destressing.
i'm so TIRED out already.
after that i will re-piak my studies for EOY.
so freaking going to do well for nuts sake. >=(

and i do need more than a penny for my thoughts.
need more than a dollar too,luke. (:

a thought: time to make a trip down to the beach (: where i can spend my time breathing in the salty breeze and look at the marshmellowy clouds and the sea rushing up the rocks!

candy and chocolate are essentials now. =X
sugar content is good. but sweettalk's sweetness is getting out of hand lately,
and its turning nostalgic.
and one comment on the olympics: CHINA'S FEMALE GYMNASTS ROCK!!!! ♥♥♥

got couple pouch/bestie pouch with min le (:
if only got quadruple piggie pouch. can get with pigpig fam alr =3
go china find lmaos.

time to date with a maths.
netball schedule states no training tmr, well i hope that's the case.
yawners =/ BYEBYE!!!

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the words i never spoke,& the thoughts i choked down,i pray shall not resurface once more.
deni is an extrovert when around people, yet an introvert when around.
♥silencedd-love. DENI.