perhaps this will be long post in a long while. :D

i'm back from styling aoi's hair.
that's not the thing i wanted to do though,
haven't done what i wanted to do..YET.
as it goes. old habits die hard. WAHA. O_O

as you've read the papers on thursday.
silang house of steamed potato crackers... contains MELAMINE.
and i just ate 5 packs of it O_O lols. hungry roflmaos -___-
and no. i'm not dead. i used to eat at least 10 packs a day =)
and i think they are off the shelves already. shucks. -_-
no more potato biscuits o__o shit you melamine.

healthy lifestyle was wushu and silat.
zomg. i want punch people =X for self defense :D
can ward off chikopehs :D
humanities was SLACK. talking with jielin about some stuff.
girl talk. so private!!! :D
chemistry test is a sure FLUNK. so IROCK!! :D
recess went down damn early to eat -___-
eat le kena gastric until want die. damnpainpainpainpain.
really wanted to run to him and hug him like a koala and hope that the pain would go away.
but i'm a coward,or whatever you call it. GWAH. draw virtual man.
=o<-< *hug*
my love...in your arms, i feel as if i'll never fall again. (:
emo-ed during math due to gastric and emotional imbalance. .__.
copied a two pages of notes.
and the mock paper was a disaster, i couldn't concentrate. ._.
dumb shit chinese.

after school. as i said earlier. shawnKORKOR took 911 with me.
and he danced down the steps. and aunty irene and uncle were *rofl in car*
lmaos. but that cheered me up alot. and loveguru sent msgs using my phone as well. O_O
hai. but think i pissed him off around half an hour ago, so he ignoring me le lo.
yaye! one day i'm gonna piss the world off! :D

thn just now the butas came over.
don't ask me why. my waterworks suddenly burst and it rained :O
calmed down after a while... and spiked AOI's hair. MUHA.
and KUROI graduated today :((( i'msogonnamisskuroi T__T
REDDO of course came for the PSP :D *puppy dog eyes* *FAINTED*
PINKU tried djmax and was damn cute. :D
i can't go bugis with them to celebrate kuroi's graduation.
DAD SAY NO. and either way.. i'm in no condition to go out.
mainly too tired till i'm emotionally unstable, and when i'm emotionally unstable, i start thinking a lot a lot a lot a lot and i start crying and typing a lot of error in my post.
my head's spinning.
imagine,one week, four nights, three nights thon -_____- how to survive.
no choice though. MUGGGGG...~!

think when i'm feeling sick and tired and somewhat unstable,
i start to send out extremely offending and emotional messages.
so. to lucas and shawn, i'm really sorry.

i really wanted to go up to him today,
but i had no courage to.
i'm so useless. T_____T
so damn useless.
i don't even dare to go up to my bf. -__-
what the fuck is wrong with me.

somewhat i thank GOD there's cg tmr.
but i'm really sorry ademama, my waterworks are going to burst out on you.
i can't put off talking to you to 2weeks later already. :/

i'm really tired;;
feeling very giddy and nauseous.
going to watch dgrayman ep 1o2 (subbed) now.
thn tonight pei dragon watch again.
the rest of the night should be spent sleeping,
or perhaps watching hell girl.
so ciaos.

&you mean the world to me
i miss and love you so so much...