me: (thinking:whatthefuckkkkk?) "where got. '_' i got no appetite nia. stomach rejecting food."
my expression:
kao. if really anorexia then i die alr lo.
anything lah. so be it lor..
morning went to school.
mood: emo-ing with smile. '_'
had the barcode briefing for O-levels.
INTERESTING O.O so short de briefing=damn shiok lor :D
went back to class. H3 play nursery and k1 games. damn funny lor..
thnthn got many new ppl in class = xiaoming xiaoming xiaoming xiaohua xiaoqiang.
all for the sake of knowing the importance of COMMUNICATION .____.
rest of H3 = write shandong reflection. :D 2 pages WOOOHOOOO~~~
math was eeeky. i hate AM11.3 -____- and scared of miss ng somehow. roflmaos.
bio was BLAHBLAH. 2 essays alr. naahhnaahhhhhs ._____.
recess makan-ed with gfs.
thn pei dear awhile. thn go find sq cause he emoing at meditation area. '_'
after that parade sq shoot some balls. nahnahs. i feel fking weak whn i dont train.
dammit. i need the gym badly =/
double chem and physics was okay without practicals :D
FOR ONCE. '__'
after school bball awhile.
feel damn damn weak. '_'
ball felt damn heavy. and my fingers sprained damned easily too.
time to start training le. '_' i dont care whatthegorilla with my ankle le. IHATEFEELINGLIKETHIS.
meet dear after his oral.
went cwp.
lost my cross charm. _l_
i know... its a sign already. i know what i should do.
got another from power9. but i think i go 77street get another one tmr.
want the old design back. need to pay dear first for the power9 one.
then went house there sit.
read sms. saw pastor vernon's sms on baptism.
another sign. i'm considering going for it. but still feel that i'm not really ready somehow.
going to pray about it, as well the issues i'm troubled over. =/
went home and showered. cause meeting mum to take ic photo.
yeah. these 3 days have been really dark days.
and all i know is that, its just going to get darker.
but i'll do my best to keep the faith.
one moment i may be alive, the next, i may not be. if my mental state gets the better of me.
yeah. lmaos.
haven't been drugging myself with chocolates. like
chocolate cornet!!!!soon cannot make it le. trying to not to succumb to the temptation of eating those sweet chocolates that are calling out to me =XXXXXX dowannn fattttttt '_________'
yeah. it rained, figuratively.
i said it would. and it still is.
no one will understand this.
and i don't really care.
so ciaos.
LAST 2 HOURS ++ BEING FOURTEEN '____'
thanks to eZekiel & Raun for wishing me a early happy birthday (:
turning fifteen in 2h30mins.
moans. maybe. i'll just spend tmr alone in peace.
birthdays... were never more lonelier nor livelier.
no difference either way. :D cause no one really cares.
