you can stop psychoing me to end it now, and start convincing me not to kill myself. (:
14.10.2008. deja vu loves me. and i shun it.
maybe i used to hate the 'predicting' ability, or whatever sixth seventh or eight sense.
just that now, i hate it even more :D
first up. a meme from edda.
1)What is your name ?
Pearly Melody Foo.
2)Do you have a crush on anyone ?
not really.but i love someone.
3)Does anyone have a crush on you ?
who knows?
4)Are you feeling bored ?
Yes, and emotionally wrecked.
5)How about now ?
emotional stature in a million pieces and about to plunge a knife into my artery.
6)Describe the person you have a crush on
A human being.
7)Describe the person who have a crush on you
WELL. I WONDER.
8)What is your favourite song ?
only love-trademark.
9)What is your favourite subject ?
Biology.
Name 10 People you can think of right now , including the person who tag you .
01. Edda
02. Natalie
03. Brandon
04. Sherilyn
05. Lucas
06. Shimin
07. Ken
08. Pouly
09. Shao Quan
10. Cynthia
10) Is no. 4(Sherilyn) a male / female .
Female.
11) Do you like no. 6(Shimin) ?
Yes.She my darling okays :D
12) What is the hobby of no.2(Natalie) ?
Don't really know. Maybe giving me more kids?
13) Is no.9(Shaoquan) smart ?
Duh. A math genius. :D
14) Will you woo no.10(Cynthia) ?
NO. I'm not stealing her from James.
15) When is no.3(Brandon)'s birthday ?
30 DECEMBER 1993 :D
16) What will you do if you did not meet no.1(Edda) ?
my life would be rather boring. =/
17) What will happen if no.5(Lucas) falls in love with you ?
... i would not like to answer this fking qn as it is alr seemingly impossible that he would love me, even if i do.
18) How about no.1?
TAMA <3 KYOYA-SAMA :X
Tag 5 person to do this quiz
LAZY TO TAG. KOUP IF YOU CAN BREAK MY RIGHT CLICK BAN :X
continued from before the meme.
responses to tht thing from my three sides.
the soft side:
*totally revolting*
the darker side:
plain lies. *nods*
the norm:
yep. this. *sighs*
when all combine + DARK element: fkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfk go to hell.
pearly = damn dark personality. ^___^v
and yes i decided to stay this way :D
isn't the timing for everything in life simply perfect?
yesterday: parents dulan me, i dulan parents. and i'm sick.
today: breakup and i'm even sicker.
tmr: lousy results and i'm gonna jump down.
PERFECT-maaaaaaaans. i should just go and die. :D
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
music's playing: *point at above playlist*
those weak reasons are just lousy excuses.
the more i see it, the more i ridicule such situations.
it is easy to take up something, but hard to keep it going.
and people escape problems just by saying byebye and sorry.
go the kiddy way and say: sorry no cure NEHH *sticks out tongue*
so fk yous ^_^v
as much as i try to deny it, it hurts, and i still love him.
ah. fk love mans. you never kept your words. liar.
forget it. i shall not taint my blog further with whoever,whatever.
yesterday's iceskating was quite okay.
keep kachiaoing dragon agns. (:
managed to do nice nice spins alr :D
but fell really hard twice on my left knee, so damn painfuls,
and ice skating was never friendly to my ankle.
so. knns lame-ed alr =/
ddr with some lousy 3rd mix machine which cnt change speed and arrows _l_
nb larhs. everything going wrong alr cans. knnccb.
went basketball at 178 aft tht. nt too bad. bt still fk.
dragon ate dinner at me house. =D
thn at night fight with parents lo. knn. x(
today wake up jiu cry a lot nor. :( *hugs torty*
packing room find a lot stupid notes/quotes i used to write.
see le want rofl le cans. what love 来 love 去 de nonsense. tmd. 去死啦. ._.
shredded many drawings into confetti like strips.
what fking nonsense 来 de. so dumb cans ._.
but if continue like this i know sure affect O lvl chinese de.
hai. sway larh. sure not enough time to recover de T____T
nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can tell tht today posting style damn 怪 cans.
cb, control myself damn hard larh. words come out sibeh guai de nehhh. >=(
keep typing and backspacing. stupid norhs.
admit le lah.. really is 爱 him de norhh. '_'
don't want lose him de neh. bt 算 le neh. 不爱不顾 jiu suan le lorhs.
must 放下 everything agains. kaos ehh. damn 痛 de norrrhs.
i don't know how long i can keep myself in one piece nehh.
keep 忍忍忍. hai 算了啦。i forget hw to 原谅 le nehhs.
as it goes ma, 冰冻三尺，非一日之寒。
aiyoh. anything le bah. don't care le neh.
today sure do a lot stupid thing de neh.
knife sitting beside me, window beside me toos.
if tmr dont see me thn byebye le lorh.
go pack room alr lah. byebye.
