“Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. The real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away could be so much easier.”
-poeticheartache on tumblr.
updated my tumblr. reblogged quite many posts.
feeling total shit now. well actually since this morning.
been trying to hide everything by being spastic, crapped up or 'happy'.
stare into blank space very often, and tears just well up in my eyes.
was doodling on my homework diary. more like penning down my thoughts.
now it's literally a homework diary - for homework and for diary.
and somehow, i feel more secure writing inverted/mirror image.
i see more thoughts compared to homework, is that a good thing or a bad thing?
at some point of time, i got sick of writing and felt nauseous. ._.
been popping down painkiller on empty stomach w/o water too.
gonna keep pushing on, i'll survive, i hope.
had a really bad start this week today.
i can barely stay attentive in lessons, and my attention span gets shorter and shorter.
crystal making wasn't that fantastic.
just stir stir and tadaaa ._. tmr still need find crystal seed ._.
uploaded somemore pics from my phone.
woofy gloomy phany
&me.
wenshan staring at the beaker and stirring.
saturation!
:)
many crystals :)
see the heart shape? even copper (II) sulphate is out to hurt me.
yup thats all for crystal making.
couldn't jog today again D:
sucks man ._. it poured during econs.
i'm like deterred from running for 2 weeks due to rain ._.
shit babe. i'm gonna run after PE tmr if possible D:
i feel damn awful now.
but i still gotta face my homework.
byebye.
...someone else?
YAY. shoulda have told me in the beginning.
YAY. shoulda have told me in the beginning.
if it were love, there wouldn't be two, or more.
naive. tsktsk. i guess i finally opened my eyes to this ugly world once more.
thank you. perhaps, not.
