Ciaossu. ♥
its 1.23am :O
and i'm too troubled to be tired. (HUH?)
currently: chatting with teevee on msn ; bio homework ; blogging.
[-----------away-----------]
1.36am nows :3
teevee offline, bio homework sucks and still blogging =3=
perhaps, add on something called photoshopping.. soon.

woke up ard 11am today :O
slept at 4am =__=
lunch ; out with kuroi ; pumppro ; shopping ; home; shopping ; tv ; online.

spent quite a sum of mooneh today :(
1. Logitech Wired Keyboard $10 (+$6 Kuroi sponsor) [$16]
2. Aoi's bday present contribution. (no comments)
3. Custard Powder $1.65
4. Nestum (original) $2.30
5. Ziplog Bags $3
6. Cookie containing plastic bags $5
7. Metal twine thingies $1.30
8. Pump pro $1
9. Kappa School Shoes $32.90
10. Lychee Tea $0.90


i♥mykappa-s! :D
(& for once, they are almost the right size! :D )

have something to rant out ; (Read, AT YOUR OWN RISK.)
it's just that, you two are just being plain weird,
and i'm not the only one who says so.
&you can deny it all you want, &be weird all you want.
it felt like shit worrying day and night for weeks.
well, what was that for? you? you? or YOU?
i don't want to worry anymore, cause it means nothing.
and perhaps you don't really care, so, why should i?
sometimes, life is just like writing a summary,
remove what you don't need.
and perhaps, what you don't need is me.
so, i'm leaving. cause nothing here keeps me anymore.
my tears have dried, and the pain is just so NUMB.

Next, a meme, kouped from renfred's blog.

Favourites

Colour: black, white, brown, pink (-.-), red, blue.
Food: Jap! :)
Song: Just wanna be with you.
Movie: L change the world.
Sport: Basketball.
Day of e wk: Friday
Season: Autumn ; winter
Ice cream: Mint choco chip.


Current

Mood: Emo.
Taste: Salivary amylase, mucin. ==
Clothes: Shirt and shorts :3
Desktop: 4 year old acer lappy :X
Toenail: On my toe ==
Time: 2.05am
Surroundings: My room ==
Annoyances: Sister snoring.
Thoughts: QT; dear ; friends; HOMEWORK ; problems


First

Best fren: Sherilyn Tai
Crush: Jordan Lee :X
Movie: think it's either spirit or the barney one :X
Lie: i forgot -.-
Music: ABC (?!?!?!)


Last

Cigarette: NONE.
Alcohol: two days ago :X
Car ride: Sunday :D
Movie: HSM 3
Phone call: Kuroi.
CD played: NO IDEA -.-


Dated best fren: no comments.
Broken law: Jaywalking
Been arrested: No.
Skinny-dipped: NO.
Been on TV: Dunno
Kissed someone u dunno: No.

5 things u r wearing:
clothes + specs.

4 things u did today:
breathe, pumppro, shopping, homework (O.O)

3 things u hear right now:
the clattering of the keyboard keys, the whirring of the things inside the com, sis snoring -.-

1 thing u do when u r bored:
EMO -___-

-DONE-

dunno neh, like got do before siahh .___.
heard tht tmr got netball carnival at kallang.
but imma not going, cause got dental.. AGAIN -__-
and my appt was brought forward by an hour ._.
so tmr is like..
morning bake cookies, 10am meet lingz, then later, dental -.-
and i needa finish my HOMEWORKKK T____T

3 days ;
i dreamt of you last night.
& you were there, right beside me.
ily♥

2.24am.
ciaos.

[/edit] 3.59am.
4am. oyasumi. -_-

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NOTE: i'm feeling cranky now T______________T *bites*

ciaossu.
it's 12.43am in the morning, and i'm wondering why it isn't 12.34am.
isn't 1234 like amusing? The simple way kids learn their numbers.
nonsense.

Apparently, i know that i'm supposed to be tucked under my cosy sheets and sleeping.
Yet, i'm online typing this whole load of crap which later, i'm going publish by clicking that "cute" orange button below -.-

is insomnia the right word to describe it?
cause it seems like i have a phobia of sleeping.
notice the irony? -.- gee.

and what on earth am i doing online?


:D


:D


BABYLON!!! :D

...being a ddr freak o.o
(after clicking XYZ times on the next button in photobucket.)
(and the first image is supposed to move T.T)

perhaps a few videos from youtube.


Dynamite Rave (Air Special) ♥


Afronova (from nonstop megamix)


Doll (expert)


Xepher(expert)

some of the songs i like playing, i suppose.
am able pass the first 3, but Xepher(expert) kills my legs :(
but one day i'll conquer it just like i conquered afro! :D

DDR is more than a game :) [it wastes your money at the arcade too =x]
but. it's good exercise though :X

okay enough about ddr. and no, i'm not going to start on pump pro :X

thank you to those who have been bored enough to read this whole chunk of crap about DDR. :X
perhaps i shall stop beating around the (george) bush and start posting proper.

sleepless nights are one of the worst kinds of nights one can have,
yet they are not second to those which includes disturbances.

so what have i been doing?
staring at the darkness and letting thoughts rush through my mind.
in short, thinking.
been pretty much troubled by certain issues lately.
am shrugging it off as usual, i suppose, along with the wee-bit of hope that everything will turn out fine the next day?
roflmaos. ==

trying to keep an optimistic outlook on life.
cause i have...
firstly, GOD who loves me unconditionally.
secondly, a patient and good natured boyfriend. (♥♥♥)
thirdly, greaaaaaaat friends.
fourthly, a whole load of soft toys!
fifth, XYZ more reasons.

enough of complaining. -.-
life is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.
accept it -.-

well. my current To-Do-List. T_____T
SHOP:
1. Wallet.
2. Pencilcase
3. Schoolbag
4. Clothes ._.
5. Jacket
6. Chocolate
7. Tie
8. Cookie ingredients.
9. SOMETHING (secret!)
10. Sakae Sushi :X
DO:
1. Spend as much time as i can with dear before he leaves for Perth.
2.Bake cookies for christmas.
3. Work!! :X
4. jianfei :X
5. spicyyy foood T_____T
6. choose dance outfit.
7. Bio Assignment and project
8. Study!!!!!! T___T
9. Pack my table.
10. Read christian book.
11. Find the PAPER!!! T___T (talking pt)

okayyy T____T
uberrrrrrr long list.
and i'm feeling uber hungryyyyyy :((((((
and i still cannot sleeeeep T_________T
tmr morning still wanna wake to proms with dear T.T
uggggg. if don't fall asleep by 3 jiu don't want slp le.
rant enough le. if bored i'll post there. cause there's stuff i wanna rant that i cant rant here.
yeah well.
oyasumi! :3

ILY,BABY♥

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♥This is loveeee...!

ciaossu!♥

okay, i admit i'm in an extremely moody and cranky mood today.
and i can lose control anytime, so run if you can eh.
mood kena ruin by some fked up issues. -_-
wooh and that hit my limit.
started losing my temper super easily at people.

and yeah. i had enough. more than enough of that nonsense.
i'm washing my hands off it. you want to play that immature game?
go ahead, but play it ALONE.
i don't really care anymore.
i have better things in life to do, than wasting my time on THAT.

still gotta revise a math.
parents demanding a 75 for the retest.
and note, the paper is over 80.
2 more days to that.
and baahbaah coming over later bah.
and currently playing pro-ms yupps.
chiong-ing to lvl 200 =)
and cashycashy! of course GUILD!

made a resolution in ddr.
i'm determined to pwn someone totally.
note the totally. just wait. you're going down. 18 foot under.
up next, expert and challenge mode intensive :3

totally bad mood today.
and i bite.
who in this world is trouble-free?
so just eat it.
guess i'm gonna go pro-ms and talk to snails.
sheesh. ciaos.

[/edit] 3.38pm

over cranky earlier.
whooooop-edddddd.
blanko-edd off somewhat emo and offensive stuff.
MAPLING!! and baahbaah's here.
well. CIAOS!

ily♥

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WARNING:
following post was ranted out in uber frustration.
contents rated NC-ELMO and are extremely emo.
so get lost if you faint upon the sight of profanities.
&perhaps i'll forget i ever typed this post at shortsweetsimplicity@bs.com on 04.10.2008.
and so should you.
take no notice even after reading. the content is just NONSENSICAL rantings.
you've been warned. think carefully before reading this. ohkay :D


one word. four letters.
starts with a F ends with a K.
sometimes,
i really hate myself,
i hate how life is.
i hate the complexity of matters.
i see no point in having examinations, because life is a big test itself.
i wished i could feel the love even at my lowest point.
i wished you cared, even a little.
i wished i could feel happy like v^^v more often than not.
i wished i'm not so stressed up.
i wished i were not sick.
i wished that i could hug you tight when i'm afraid.
and for the first time in the past 18 days of agony.
i'm breaking down and i'm just gonna cry till my hearts content.
the pressure and the emptiness. is killing me already.
f-u-c-k courage.
f-u-c-k my lousy life.
f-u-c-k that this post appeared in the wrong blog.
f-u-c-k that i don't give a damn now.
f-u-c-k that i'm using profanities.

conclusion: eradicate deni.

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